Summer

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So i had my leavers ball for the most part it was brill!

Cant believe school is over!

Anyway sorry for the long wait...

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Dear Shay,

If you're reading this right now, I am not here anymore. And for that I'm sorry.

I'm sorry this happened.

I'm sorry I couldn't protect you from the grief. I know your sad and you think everything has changed, that nothing can be the same again without me.

You are wrong Shay.
It was never me who held everyone together, I just pushed you together.

Shay you are the glue and you can make everyone happy again.

So don't be sad, be happy. Be happy for me. I am in a better place now and this is was how it was supposed to be.

I am only sad that I will into be able to see you or the boys grow up into the remarkable people you are. I won't be there to see you in a wedding dress, but on your wedding day please wear the necklace that I have given you in my will.

Always love the stars Shay, they are constant and maybe thats what I am now. A star.

I hope so, its silly, but I like to think that death is not the end, that there is something beautiful waiting for us. Like a big curtain drops and I am in paradise.

Look after everyone, remember the happy times, that would make me happy.

Maybe one day we will meet again in heaven or in another life.

So this is not goodbye.

I guess then I'll see you soon.

Take care,

I love you.

Scar.

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I cried a lot.

I read it again and again until my vision went blurry with tears.

She was right, we can't be sad forever. We have to move on and remember in the most happy light possible.

I had to bring us back together.

For Scar.

And Scar, wherever you are, I will always love you and I do believe I will see you up there.

So I'll see you soon.

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Crying:(

It gets better tho!

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-crazy10