Summer

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Scar died three days later.

Just like that she was gone.

Her lungs burst and she stopped breathing in her sleep.

The only comfort is she died peacefully, even in her sleep. I found her and when she didn't wake up. I knew it even before my mom called the ambulance.

Scar was gone.

I didn't go to school for a week, my heart felt like it was ripped apart. I couldn't stop thinking about the only women who truly got me, who made me happy.

My mom quit her job for now, the death took a huge toll on her. She wouldn't eat or sleep, she just stared out into space and kept looking through old albums.

My dad seemed to age in a week from work and the death.

Troy hadn't spoken to me or anyone since the death. He came to the funeral and went back to Stanford without any communication.

This was his way of coping.
Cam immersed himself into football and Keegs just tried to do better at school.

These were all distractions.

Distractions from reality. Nina brought all my work to me, tried to get me out of the house, but no one could fix us.

A part of us died, when Scar did.

A few days after Scar's death, mom gave me a letter.

It was from Scar.

I still hadn't opened it, I couldn't acknowledge her death.

It would make it permanent, a final acceptance that she really had gone.

Scar had written letters to everyone before her death, even to her neighbours.

I didn't know what was said in the other letters, I felt it was too private to ask.

I tried calling Troy, he never picked up or answered my calls. So I gave up.

Everything had crumbled.

And I didn't know what to do.

.........

Im sorry! it had to happen.

RIP Scar:( omg this is really sad.. sorry guys.

-crazy10