i want him back. please.

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"That was a one time thing" I tell Alex
"One time only" he responds

When we get to the hospital Christina's in the locker room
"You and Burke have a fun night?" I ask
"Oh my god" she says
"What?"
"You had sex"
"Huh"
"You said you didn't want to talk about sex until you had it! Who was it?"
I stay quiet as Alex ties his shoes in the back
"Was it him" she whispers
"No ew"
"Oh my god, you banged Alex"
"It was a one time thing" I respond
Christina laughs as a mope out of the room

Later on I walk into the bathroom and hear someone banging on the stall door from the inside
"You good?" I yell out
No response just more banging and yelling, at one point I recognize the yelling.
"Christina?" I yell
"Who else is in here" she asks
I look around and all the other stalls are open
"Nobody Just us"
It goes quiet for a moment before she opens the door to reveal a positive pregnancy test.
"Holy shit. Who's is it"
"It has to be burkes, Elena I need you to tell me what to do"
"I can't tell you what to do. I can tell you that it's going to be alright and we'll figure it out together." I say
After talking for a little bit she decides to terminate and goes to see one of the doctors in the hospital.

There's a psychic dude in the hospital. I'm not kidding everyone thinks his episodes are seizure but I genuinely believe him. He predicted a death and not even a minute after he told Meredith somebody on the 4th floor died.

"Elena I'm not joking he's either faking or this is a coincidence." Says Meredith
"I believe him" I respond
"Look at These scans, these are obviously seizures. He has to be an epileptic."
"Grey, I'm an epileptic and I can't see dead people."
"Since when are you Julius Seizure?" She asks
"Since I was 5, also, make your seizure jokes more creative." I say as Christina runs in
"Torres he knows" she says
"Who and what"
"Psychic guy and he knows"
"OH" I say
"What do you know that I don't?" Asks mer
"Don't worry about it" I say

Going throughout the day I'm starting to feel weaker, I'm not sure what's wrong but I know it's not good.

I've been working all day with Alex on this girl and right before her surgery she wants to get blessed by a rabbi. I have nothing against religion, I went to church every Sunday with my family when I was a kid but I was hesitant at first because with everything going on with this psychic, I don't know what's going to happen.

During the surgery I'm starting to get a little wobbly.
"Dr. Torres, you doing alright? I can get another intern to scrub in" Burke says
"I'm good" I Mutter
Alex whispers to me "Elena, what's going on"
"I don't know" I say back

A few more minutes go by when I suddenly yell. I didn't mean to but there was like a shock of pain going through my body.

"Dr. Torres? What happened" Burke asks
"I'm sorry, I need to scrub out"
"What's happening" Alex asks

I try to get out the words but all that comes out are sounds. And then, worst of all, I drop the fucking instrument into the fucking patient.

I start to walk away when I begin to fall.
"Elena!" Alex yells as he catches me.

I must've passed out because I woke up in a gurney that Izzie is pushing.

"Izzie, what happened"
"Hey Elena, you had a seizure in there"
"Fuck. How's the patient? I dropped something in her"
"She's okay, the surgery went well."
"Where are we going?"
"CT To figure out why this happened"
"I have epilepsy, I'm fine."
"Okay well in that case we're bringing you to a room. No more seeing patients today."
"Seriously? Im fine Look" I say as i start to sit up. Except when I do sit up, I pass out.

Izzie is by my bed when I wake up.
"I want Vincent" I tell her
"Who's that?" She asks
"I want Vincent" I say again

Soon Callie arrives and Izzie starts talking to her in the hallway. I can hear them.

"Who's Vincent?" Izzie asks
"What" Callie says back
"She's been asking for some guy named Vincent, I kept asking who he was but she never gave me an answer"
"Vincent's our brother. He passed from a seizure awhile ago"
"Oh" izzie says Back

Callie walks into my room where I look at her with my eyes opening as much as they can.

"He's gone Elena. Vincent's dead." She says
"I know. I was just hoping he'd come back." I say
"I hope too. All the time."
I start to tear up as she says that
"Hey hey hey, Elena it's ok. You're okay, you're safe, and I'm right here."
"I just want him back." I say as Callie brings me into a hug.
She rubs my back as my tears drip on her shoulder.
"I worry. I worry before every seizure, that it will be my last." I cry
"I'll take those worries. Put them all on me."

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