mer sun/moon x reader oneshots

hurt and boken reader x loving inocent mers

This story is dedicated to ppl whos hurt, or broken, or misstreated, I personally never exprienced any of this, so if I write it wrong let me know, I offer a big warm hug to anyone that needs this currently! I genuinly only want my readers to be healthy and take good care of themselves! And maybe its cheesy, and weird, cause I dont really know any of you, Ill still try to help as much as I can and as much as yall let me, please, dont hurt yourselves, and I hope this would help some of yall!

I love each and every one of you, and even if sometimes it doesnt seem like it, It really is true! I adore every single one of my readers! Thank yall for all the support and love yall give me! I dont really deserve this much😅😅😅

I love you all!! Take care of yourselves, if not for you... then for me?..🥺🥺

And one last time love you!
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WARNING! Detailed self harming! And those kinda stuff.. 

This was.....hard..

This all feels wrong wrong wrong.

You stare at yourself in the mirror... your wearing a cute outfit, all dolled up with your hair done neatly and your makeup on.....

......

T-this isnt you..

But it is now.. its too late to back down now...

But...you cant...

Why does this hurt so much?....

Why are you so alone all the time?... is something wrong with you?.. are you just not ok in the head and you still didnt realise it?.. are you finally loosing the least of sanity you have?..

As soon as you turn 18 and old enough to face the world and be alone.. everyone left..

It was so agonly slow... and so oh so painfull..

And the most painfull thing.. is that they act like they care..

As soon as you got to the age, your parents quickly helped you find a good enough job, an apartment to rent, and just... gone to spend theyre mony and savings on vacations and trips around the world.. they didnt allow you to take the house, they sold it instead and gone to spend the money....

They called you for the first few monthes.. then it gone down to only texts.. then you were left ghosted.. wondering what you did so wrong that drove them away so fast..

Your friends.. slowly left after graguation.. burying themelves in work, and studdies.. not heaving the time for you.. 

Slowly but surely.. youve gone more and more alone.. the people you once called dear to your heart left you slowly...

They left you hurt.. broken.. and bleeding out, eating at yourself, scream8ng at yourself every fucking day..

What did I do wrong?...

You couldnt bare the loneliness.. it drived you insane.. your co workers never cared.. and you didnt know what to do...

So....

You bought yourself new friends.. dressing nicely, with expensive jewlery and clothes, you found yourself suddenly get more attention..

People suddenly treated you nicer, suddenly paying attention to you, cute guys suddenly walk up to you to compliment you on how pretty you look..