Back Together ~ pt 2

❤︎︎ Eight ❤︎︎

We flew to Italy the next day for his race weekend and I still felt like shit. I would usually go off with Grace during practice sessions and we could gossip about Lando & Danny but this time I just laid down on his driver room couch and threw a blanket over myself. Lando left me to be alone and he went to his practice session and eventually Grace found me.

"Girl, what the fuck is going on? You've hardly been talking to anyone in the past week" Grace said. She's the only person I actually was going to open up to. She understood everything. She was like my only friend and I was honestly so thankful for her. We called ourselves the dumb F1 blondes. I was just dumb in general but Grace had issues. Grace can't spell for the life of her (probably because she has fucking dyslexia), she hates fish, she hates a majority of things and gets incredibly pissed off when she can't spell. It's like trying to decipher code when she messages me.

"I don't know. I just feel like death. I kinda wanna take weed again. I don't care if I've been sober for like a year"

"Yeah, no. You are not going back to weed. Just get a therapist. Mine loves me"

"Nope. My last 3 therapists gave up on me because I was "impossible to fix" so I just didn't bother after that"

"Well then make Lando be your therapist. I'm sure he would love to hear about your problems"

"Fuck no. If I tell him that I'm thinking about taking weed again then he'll just make me do drug tests every week again. I'm not pissing in a cup every week again"

"Well just remember that me & Danny are always available to talk to. You've just gotta keep going for Lando. It will break him if you fuck up somehow" she said. It just wasn't that easy...

Lando came back after Grace went and he cuddled up to me. Of course he shoved his head on my tits but then he noticed that I wasn't wearing a bra.

"What happened to your bra?" He said

"I'm not wearing one. That's what happened"

"Well, you're still sexy as hell without it"

"didn't really have a choice. it was like bad luck hit me all at once and every bra I owned just broke. I literally have none"

"Well, that's something we can work on fixing together, then. We'll find you some new ones, alright?"

"mhm... although you probably like it better that I'm not wearing one"

"You know I do, love. But you're still sexy as hell even with one on"

"you just have to say that because I'm your girlfriend"

"No, I don't. I mean it, love. You're stunning, inside and out. And I wouldn't trade you for the world"

"really...?"

"Yes, really. You're the most beautiful woman I've ever known, both inside and out. And I'll never grow tired of looking at you" he said. I smiled and opened up tiktok and I instantly saw babies. Fucking babies. "Well, I guess it's true then. You're seriously obsessed with babies"

"this is why I have baby fever and I can't get rid of it. just look at how cute they are..."

"They are pretty cute, love. But don't worry, we'll have our own little ones soon enough"

"better be soon... my uterus is screaming for a baby"

"I promise, love. We'll make sure to take care of that. Just give it some time"

"okay..." I said with a pout

"Don't pout, love. We've got plenty of time ahead of us. And when the right moment comes, we'll be ready for it"