Back Together ~ pt 2

❤︎︎ Eighteen ❤︎︎

I know this seems like it's gone by really quickly but I honestly cannot remember anything that happened in my pregnancy. I was literally bed bound for the last couple weeks and I was like 40 weeks pregnant so I was full term. I was in insane pain every day though and I just got fed up with being pregnant. I was so done with it. It was summer break so luckily Lando was able to be home with me.

"she needs to fucking get out of me!!!! I'm so sick and tired of this shit!!! I don't want to be pregnant anymore!!!!" I said

"Babe, I know it's been tough. But remember, we've almost made it. And soon, our little girl will be here with us, and all this discomfort will be worth it."

"Fuck this shit!!!" I said before feeling wetness on the bed. "Lan... I can't tell if I've accidentally pissed myself or if my water just broke..." I said. Lando immediately went into panic

"Oh my god!! Okay, let's just go to the hospital anyways just to make sure. Stay calm, and I'll be right here with you!!!" He said while running around like crazy

"Lando, calm the fuck down!!!! I'm the one who might have to push out a fat baby today!!!!"

"Okay, okay!!!" He said as he got me out of the car and walked me to the car and then I felt a sharp pain. Definitely a contraction. "baby girl is coming today... definitely a contraction..."

"Take deep breaths, sweetheart. We're almost there"

"please don't put me through a lot of pain, baby girl..." I said as I got in the car and started rubbing my bump. Lando literally was speeding to the hospital.

"We're at the hospital, love. Just a few more steps" he said as he helped me out of the car

"I blame you for this!!!! your dick got us in this situation!!!"

"Well, I guess you're right. But I'll take that as a sign of how much you love me"

"fuck you!!!!" I screamed. I got into my own hospital room and the pain was unbearable for 2 hours. I couldn't handle it. "I need that fucking big needle!!!!! fuck!!!!"

"I know it hurts, love. Just remember that we're almost there. The nurse will be here soon with the epidural"

"I need it so bad!!!!! I feel like I'm gonna die!!!!"

"You're not gonna die, Lexi. Remember, we're in this together. You can do this, and I'm here to help you every step of the way. Just focus on the nurse and the epidural" he said. After 30 minutes I immediately started feeling relaxed from the epidural.

"I feel so relaxed..."

"That's great, love. The nurse said the epidural will keep you comfortable for a while"

"I hope I'm not in labour for too long... I wanna get this over and done with"

"You're doing amazing, Lexi. You're my hero. Just focus on your breathing and resting. We've got all the time in the world for this"

"we're actually gonna have to think of names when she's actually out in the world..."

"We do, don't we? But, hey, we've got plenty of time to discuss that once we've welcomed our little one into the world. Let's just focus on the present moment and letting nature take its course"

"yeah... I just want her out of me"

"You and me both, love. But remember, we're almost there. The doctor said you're doing great, and soon enough, we'll hear those first cries of our little girl"

"ugh... I forgot that babies cry..."

"Well, yeah, they do cry sometimes. But it's all part of the process, love. And trust me, once you hear her sweet voice for the first time, it'll be worth it"