We meet at Dawn

Chapter seven - Dawn

It had been two weeks since I broke the news for Cam about my rape, and I could still tell that he was upset by it. He didn't ask who or when, but I could still see that he was upset. He jumped a little every time a man walked a little too close to
me, and it was like he was determined to find that man. But I didn't want that, I had healed as good as I could.

Even on the bus to school, Cam was jumpy and
overprotective. And I get it, he wants to help me. But there's nothing to do about it. I tried my best to cheer him up and make him think of something else. But the nights he stayed over I could tell he didn't sleep much. We still studied after school every day, but something had changed between us. Not much, but just a
little.
So I called my brother and asked if we could come down to LA for a week, which he agreed to. Even though we wouldn't see Felix much, considering he was working. So when I told Cam we were going to LA for a week he got super happy, and so did I.
I think leaving home for a short time was a great idea, it would give us some time to put our mind into something else than all of this.
So when the end of January came we were on the way, the flight went by fast considering I was asleep for the whole flight. The weather was warm, but not too warm.
Felix had picked us up at the airport and left us at his place for the rest of the day, and he didn't come back until 10pm. Apparently he had this huge case about this guy who was wrongly convicted, and Felix was obsessed with making him walk free.

Both me and Cam were pretty tired from the early flight, so we had just ordered in some pizza and enjoyed the sun on the balcony. I hadn't been in LA since I was 14, so traveling felt nice. But more specifically, being away with Cam felt perfect. We went to bed a little after 11pm, we were waking up extra early to go to the museum to watch dinosaurs, then we were going to universal studios of Hollywood. But to be honest, our trip went by superfast. We did a lot of fun stuff, but nothing that we didn't really do back home except for our first day here.

3 months later - Dawn

It was only a month left until I had to part from Cam, and my 17th birthday was just around the corner. Actually, it's my birthday in exactly 13 hours and 26 minutes. I still hadn't told Cam it was my birthday tomorrow, I felt like he had given me too much already. During these past months our relationship had grown, and we'd pretty much lived together. But there was something I was going to give to Cam, something I'd been preparing for a while now actually. My
birthday was on a Saturday which was really nice, then I could just spend the entire day with Cam and not be studying. Before heading to Cam I changed into a navy-blue sweatshirt and a pair of white pants. Cam didn't know what I had planned for him, but I took my backpack filled with snacks and some PJ's. I headed over and went straight to his room.

"Well someone looks awfully happy today" he said and gave me a kiss. "It's Friday, am I not allowed to?" He laughed a little kissed my forehead. "Of course you are my love" I loved it when he called me that, he could probably call me stupid and I'd be madly in love. I showed him
a new movie that just came out that I had bought on CD, we watched it and ate a bunch of candy. When the movie was over I gave him a kiss and said that I was going to the bathroom, I took my backpack with me and hurried a little.
I had bought a new pair of underwear, black lace to be specific. I had shaved every inch of my body and as I changed into the underwear and into a robe I felt my heart race through my chest. I shook of my nerve and opened the door, Cam was still sitting on the bed. I coughed a little making him notice me a little.

He looked at me and smiled, "why are you wearing a robe?" He said while looking at me with his puppy eyes. I slowly walked closer to him, and just when my heart had calmed down it went up like crazy. "I thought that we could... uhm" I bite my bottom lip, feeling like a fool. But instead of using my words I just dropped the rope, and Cams jaw dropped. I realized that this was the first time he'd ever seen me in my underwear, and the longer he looked at me the redder my face became.
He stood up and just looked at me, "are you sure? We don't have to" he said, I walked closer to him. So close I could hear his heartbeat inside his chest. "I'm sure." I said, he tilted my head back and gave me a kiss. "If it hurts or you don't want to, just tell me to stop and I will" he said, I gave him a small nod. And then he tore his shirt of, I had seen his upper body many times before. But thinking about it, he was absolutely ripped. It looked like I could get hurt by touching his abs.

He took me in his arms and gently placed me on the bed. He kissed me with kisses that felt like heaven, and I was more than ready. He started kissing my lips, then he kissed my neck and oh my gosh. His kisses were perfect, and when he went further down to kiss my breast I Almost lost my breath. He pushed the material covering my nipples away and kissed me even further, it felt so nice I had to grab his head and bite my lips to suffocate the sound. He kissed me down, and I could feel my body aching the further he went. He looked up at me, and gave me a little smirk. "Are you sure?" He said, but I just nodded, begging him to continue.

And so he did, he pulled down my underwear and before I knew it I was gasping for air. I didn't know you could feel this good being with someone. And I never wanted it to stop. He stopped to pull down his pants, and my oh my. He was perfect, and it scared me a little. How was I supposed to take all of that?
He bent over and gave me a big kiss, then he flipped me over to my stomach. He kissed my neck and gently bit my earlobe. "Try to relax" he said, I took a deep breath of air and another. I could feel his finger inside of me, at first it was a little strange but it felt really good. I turned around when he stopped, he was taking out a condom. I turned my head back into the pillow and took another deep breath, I could feel his hands on my waist and before I knew it he had me pouting like crazy. I took another deep breath, then felt him enter me slowly.
It felt like it was never going to get in, but I relaxed a little more and then I felt a big gentle push. Every part of him was filling me up, and I felt euphoric. Every part of this was so much better than I'd ever expect it to be.
He started gently then he was pushing a little harder. And before I knew it I had all of this tension inside of me, and when he hit the right spot it released. By the end of it my legs were shaking, and I could barely feel anything from my hips and down.

We lied in bed for a little while, then I asked what time it was. "It's midnight" he said, well happy birthday to me