We meet at Dawn

Chapter nineteen - Asher

As I was looking at her, her golden-brown eyes turned darker and her face was a bright splash of red. I could tell that she was ashamed from the news, but I didn't care that she had been to drunk. After all, I am the one who should be ashamed.

I was drunk, but barley. One might say I took advantage over her, which I did. I do not deny the fact that she was there, looking at me with those golden eyes. Making me crazy for her lips once more. But it was wrong, I did her wrong. And now she's sitting at my balcony in my shirt. Making me feel like a fool. I'm not a teenage boy anymore, I should have been the bigger person. I should have held her in my arms, making
sure she was okay. Not just jumping her at first sight.

''Dawn. It's not your fault, it's mine.'' she looked at me with a confused look. She was biting her bottom lip, maybe she agreed. She should agree. ''No, not at all. I should know better than to drink like that.'' was all she said. ''As I said, it's not your fault. But mine. I took advantage of you.'' I said full of shame, and regret for my actions. ''Asher, it's fine. Truly.'' she said, giving me a forced smile. Making me feel even worse than I already was. ''Let me make it up to you. Please.'' I said with a pleading tone. ''Okay then. You could get me a pair of proper clothes and a drive home.'' she said with a pleasing look on her face. ''Done. What size are you?'' her eyes pierced mine as I asked her the question, had I said something wrong?
''I'm a size Small or XS, and bra size? I'm a 75C'' I gave her a gentle nod, ''Make yourself at home, take a shower if you'd like. I'll be back in 30.'' I said as I headed out to the mall.

Womens clothing is truly a mess, they have everything and nothing at all. Should I get her a colorful shirt? Just a basic one? I am so out of place right now. ''Do you need any help today sir?'' a women asked me, I was going to say no. But she is a woman, so surely, she could help me find something decant. ''Well yes, I'm looking
for something nice and relaxed. Simple, but classy. Not too many colors.'' she looked a little judgmental, but I didn't mind. I already knew I was looking like a fool.
''Sure, and what size?''
''XS and Small.'' and as I said that she turned around and started looking. She pulled out a dark blue shirt and a pair of black thighs. ''To simple.'' and with that she started looking again. And eventually she found something nice. It was
a white long-sleeved shirt and a pair of black flared jeans. So simple, yet nice. But I
needed to get her something more, and that's when a saw a black vest. And right as I was heading towards the check-out, I remembered that I hadn't taken any underwear, she needed underwear. Especially if she was taking a shower.

I headed towards the lingerie and looked for something nice, and there was a lot of choices. I
found a white bra and a pair matching panties. But they were Huge, like your grandma could use this big. I looked around and found a pair of thongs, and my face felt hot and sticky. I grabbed a pair of socks and hurried to the check-out and the women gave me a little giggle, ''I'm sure your girlfriend will love this.'' She said as she
handed me the bag. I looked at the time and realized I had been gone for an hour, so I rushed back home and when I opened the door, I could hear the water running from the bathroom. I walked to the door and gave a gentle knock.

''Yes?'' I heard Dawn shout from the shower. ''I'll leave the bag outside the door for you.'' I said and
headed for the living room. It took her another 10 minuets until she was all done, and she looked so pretty. The clothes fitted her perfect, hugging her body in all the right places. ''You picked a nice outfit. And the bra is super comfortable.'' she said with a smile so wide it almost damaged my eyes. ''I may or may not, had a helping hand.'' I muttered, trying to avoid eye-contact. I wanted to tell her how stunning she was, how she made my blood rush every time I lied my eyes on her. I wanted to tell her that she was the most stunning creature to have been made, how the angels
must have cried over her beauty. But I didn't.

My voice failed me, and I slowly crawled back into silence. ''Have you perhaps seen my purse?'' shit, right. Her purse, that was in my bedroom. How was I going to explain that? I didn't. I just stumbled cross her and hurried to my room. ''Ready?'' I asked. She gave me a nod and we
headed out to the car. She didn't live close by, nor did she live near campus. She lived across campus, maybe 15 minuets by bike and at least 25 by foot. The building looked old, like there could be mold inside it. But I didn't say anything about that.

She is after all, a student. They have to live cheap, if their parents don't spoil them. Witch I notice hers doesn't. And somehow that makes me bitter. I turned off the car and from the corner of my eye I could see her pull a string of her hair, twisting it
around her finger. ''Well, uhm... thanks' for you know.'' a paus, so short but yet so scary. ''Well, everything, and the clothes.'' she made a small gesture down her body, and I couldn't help but to look. ''I'll pay you back,'' she said with the sweetest smile of them all, not a broad smile but still one where her dimples were showing. Her cheeks were a little flustered and I would do anything to reach out and touch her sweet face.

''It's really nothing. You don't have to pay me back.'' she gave out a little giggle as she opened the car door. ''I will. See you at Monday.'' she said as she closed the door.

Dawn Foster.

I am in love with you.