We meet at Dawn

Chapter forty two - Dawn

''Are you sure about this? I mean, truly sure. What if something happens while we're gone?''

''There's no need to worry love, we'll drop Gwyn off at Sam then go out for a nice dinner. We both know that Sam and Charles are more than able to care for her, they we're after all parents before us.''

''You're right, it's just that we've never been anywhere without her before. I'm just nervous, that's all.''

''Hush now, we'll only be gone for a couple of hours.'' Asher said and gave me a reassuring kiss on the head. And his right, Gwyn will be fine. I packed some milk, and diapers and extra clothing for my little Angel, making sure she had everything she'd need for the night. And for myself I made sure to bring my pump, there is no way I could last the entire night without pumping.

I decided to wear my black thigh dress, one I know makes Asher go wild. The con? My boobs barley fits, but I don't mind. I am a breastfeeding mom, of course I have bigger boobs. Asher wore his black suit, with his hair slicked back. And damn, my husband is out of this world sexy. World award for the sexiest husband goes to Asher Grey, my Asher. ''You're driving, there's
no way that I'm driving with her in the car.''

''I wouldn't let you drive with her even if you wanted to.''

''Hey!'' I pushed Asher on his shoulder, giving out a little laugh. But it's true, I am a safety Hassard on the road. No way I will drive and have Gwyn in the back seat, at least not until she's 12. Maybe 20.

''Sam, promise to call if anything happens, even if it's minor.''

''Relax girl, you do know that I have a kid. Right?''

''Yeah, I know it's just... I don't know, but you're right, I trust you.''

''Good now go have fun, and little Gwyn and I are going to have so much fun! Right Gwyn? You miss aunti Sam, don't you?'' Sam said as she did some silly face at Gwyn, who was dead asleep. I gave her a gentle kiss, making sure she wouldn't wake up.

''Do you want to practice driving? We have more than half an hour to kill before we have our reservation." ''It's going to rain, no way I'll be able to drive in the rain.''

''Come on now, it won't rain. And if it does, we'll stop and then I'll drive.''

''Okay then, but no rushing me. I'm scared as it is.''

I took my seat and started to adjust the seat and the mirrors. Heart racing, and I know it's silly to be scared. I've never been in an accident or so, but I always have this fear that something will happen. I took a deep breath and started the ignition. Thank God it's an automatic car, and not one with a stick. I've been practicing driving for a few months now, and for the record. I do have a license; I just never drive anymore. Also, why I'm not comfortable with driving, I have little to no hours on the road.

''Okay, just breath you've got this.''

''Can we stop talking I need to focus.''

''Okay, but is music allowed?'' Asher whispered, I nodded. Music makes my nerves relax and considering that my cd only contains classic music makes it so much better.

''Okay, let's head to the restaurant do you know the way?''

''I got it'' just straight ahead, then a left and another left, easy right? A 15-minute drive, top. ''Fly me to the moon, let me play among the stars'' Asher was singing from the top of his lungs, making me laugh like crazy. ''Your turn love!''

''Let me see what spring is like on a A-jupiter and mars'' ''LOUDER!'' Asher yelled over the music. "In other words, hold my hand in other words, baby, kiss me!''

Then nothing, my vision went blank.