We meet at Dawn

Chapter eleven - Dawn

The day had been great, even though me and Cam had gotten into a little argument about college. I felt bad for bringing it up, but he really shouldn't make a big decision like that based of off me.
When we got home my parents were up working, my dad had now upgraded to some fancy part in management, and mom was still a lawyer. So, me and Cam went upstairs to my room and turned on a movie. But I was too busy being turned on so my focus wasn't exactly the movie.
"Hey Cam?" I said, he stroke my chin and gave me a kiss. "Yes my love?" I bit my lip and took a deep breath. "I started birth control two weeks ago" I said, I was so nervous hoping that he wouldn't think that it was weird or anything. "Oh" he said, he sat up and looked at me. "So no more condoms?" My face got bright red, "no, I also have this" I opened the nightstand drawer and pulled out a tube of lube. I had never been so nervous about anything, was this even normal? I could hear Cam laughing a little, he pushed me down on the bed and gave me a deep kiss. "Well aren't you prepared?" He said, kissing my neck. I pushed him of off me and got on top, I took of my dress and bent down for a kiss.

He pulled me in closer and whispered something inappropriate in my ear, that had me all red. He
flipped me over and removed all of his clothes, and somehow he had gotten more fit over this few weeks. I could see how hard he was under his boxers, and right before he tried to climb back into bed I stood up and walked over to him. I
bent down and pulled down his boxers, "you don't have to" he said, but I just smiled and looked up at him. "No. But I want to" I took him in my mouth for the first time, he was so big it felt like I was going to threw up. But I took a deep
breath and pushed him further inside of me. He grabbed the side of the bed and let out a moan. "Fuck" I could hear him say as I took him. He stopped me and pushed me down on he bed, he ripped my thong apart and spread my legs. I had
to grab the sheets, and how I've missed this feeling.
Him on my skin, I felt the pressure starting to build up as my body was on the edge of coming. And right before I did, he stopped. He took the lube and smudged himself in it, and gently
pushed himself inside of me. I couldn't suffocate the moan any longer, so I dug my nails in his back and let out a big sound. He pushed hard and fast, and once again that pressure build up again. He pushed harder, and harder, and before I knew it we both were gasping for air.
It felt euphoric, like I was floating on clouds.

He lied besides me, and I hugged him. He was a little wet, but I didn't mind.
We got into the shower, and Cam went straight to bed after.

"I'm just going to grab something to eat" I said and walked down the kitchen, where I found my mom. "Honey, I love that your sexually active. But please be a little more quiet." She said, and gosh I had totally forgotten about them. I just
crossed my fingers that dad didn't hear anything. "Okay." Was all I said, I hurried up and ran back to my bedroom. When I closed the door Cam was fully dressed, his face as white as snow. "What's wrong?" I asked him. "Mom just called, grandpa is in the hospital." He was packing his bag, acting all frantic and I didn't know what to do. "I- I have to go." He said, and I didn't cope what was happening.
"Wait what do you mean? Cam talk to me!" I said, but he was packing fast and didn't respond. "Just tell me what happened and we'll figure it out tomorrow." I said, but he just looked at me with nothing in his eyes. "I have to go, my taxi is here" I was freaking out, I blocked the door trying to get him to explain what had happened. "Cam talk to me! What is going on?!" I shouted, begging for an explanation. Did his grandpa die? "I'm sorry Dawn. I have to go. I'll call you when I know more." He gave me a big kiss then went down to the hallway, I rushed after him but he didn't look back. He went out and I hurried, but he got in the cab and left me there. He left me on the sidewalk, crying.

Mom walked out in a hurry and gave me a hug, she helped me up but I didn't want her help. I threw my phone into the street. And as I watched it break into pieces, it took my heart with it. I felt to my knees, but no sound came out of my mouth. Cam had left me, and I was completely alone.
I rushed up to my room and slammed the door shut. I sank against my bedroom wall and just cried. The feeling you'd get in your stomach, when your heartbroken. It's like all the butterflies you used to have, died. Cam had walked away, and he didn't even look back. Didn't even say goodbye.
I buried myself under the covers and drowned myself in sorrow.