Younha
After our long talk on the balcony, we went back inside and ended up going to bed where we were supposed to quickly fall asleep but we kinda got distracted when San was changing into his pajamas and did something else instead.
Anyway, it's now around 6am and I'm just starting to fall asleep while the sun is rising outside.
I manage to get three good hours of sleep before waking up because of some movement near me. When I open my eyes and turn to San, I can see him sat next to me, heavy breathing and almost crying while gripping the sheets of his bed.
I sit too and put a hand against his back.
Younha : Sannie, what's going on ?
San : Nothing, I'm fine...
Younha : Seriously, what happened ? You're shaking.
San : I told you, it's nothing. Don't worry about it, I'm okay...
Younha : No you're not.
San : Just...Go back to sleep. I'm gonna freshen up.
Younha : San, what happened to you ?
San : It's none of your business !
He doesn't add another word, gets up and leaves the room.
I shouldn't insist, I'll let him cool off a little and I will try to talk to him later.
I miraculously managed to sleep for another hour and a half before getting out of bed and into the living room where I only found Wooyoung.
Wooyoung : Good morning, did you sleep well ?
Younha : I did, thank you. Have you seen San ?
Wooyoung : He went for a walk like an hour ago, he should be back soon.
Younha : Okay, thank you.
Wooyoung : Did he have a nightmare ?
Younha : A nightmare ?
Wooyoung : Yeah, he has them very often, they're mostly about his family and he always wakes up anxious as hell.
Younha : So that's what happened...
Wooyoung : He didn't tell you about them ?
Younha : No, he just woke up on the edge of having a panic attack and he refused to talk about it, he just left the room.
Wooyoung : Typical post nightmare behavior. You don't have to worry about him, he'll be fine very soon.
Younha : You think so ?
Wooyoung : I can assure you so.
We suddenly hear the front door opening and San coming in the apartment.
Wooyoung : Told you.
He signals me to go see him, which I do. I join San in the entrance and he looks at me with a shy smile.
San : Hi.
Younha : Hi.
San : Did you sleep a little more ?
Younha : I surprisingly did.
San : Good.
Younha : Wooyoung told me about your nightmares.
San : Of course he did. I'm sorry about the way I acted earlier, I just really wasn't in the mood to talk about it. But you didn't deserved the tone I gave you.
Younha : Are you okay now ?
San : I am.
Younha : That's all that matters.
San : I should've told you earlier, just to warn you it might happen.
Younha : You couldn't predict it, don't apologize. And I get it, it happened to me too, I know how you feel.
San : That's another reason to make me fall for you.
He quickly grabs me and bring me in his arms, stroking my back for a moment.
San : I'm sorry I made you worry, and I'm sorry I ruined the mood.
Younha : You know how you can make it up to me ?
San : I got an idea.
He starts gently kissing my neck lowering his hands all the way to my waist.
Wooyoung : Gross, get a room.
San raises his head and notices Wooyoung standing in the hall, watching us in disgust.
San : Just don't watch us you pervert.
Wooyoung : I didn't want to see that, trust me, I need to talk to you. Sorry Younha, I'm stealing him from you for a moment.
San : You can wait in my room, I'll join you in a second.
He leaves with Wooyoung in the kitchen and I go to his bedroom.
I grab my phone, sit on the bed and of course, text Seonghwa.
Message to Seonghwa
Younha : Happy new year !
Seonghwa : Happy new year, what's up ?
Younha : You know how I went to San's roommate's party yesterday.
Seonghwa : You kissed him again ?
Younha : We actually did much more than kissing, two times.
Seonghwa : Wow, that escalated quickly. How was it ?
Younha : Incredible.
Seonghwa : So what are you now ?
Younha : He's my boyfriend.We also had a long talk about our exes.
Seonghwa : You told him about that asshole ?
Younha : I did. He answered that he better never meet him or he'll make him regret what he did to me.
Seonghwa : Damn, I keep looking but I can't find a red flag in that man, that's almost annoying.
Younha : I know, he's almost perfect.
Seonghwa : Almost ?
Younha : I don't want perfection, that would be boring.
Seonghwa : You have good taste.
Younha : I know.
Seonghwa : Be humble.
Younha : You're not fun. Anyway, enough about me. How was last night for you ?
Seonghwa : A family dinner like another, my mom and my aunt fought about some stupid stuff, my uncle made stupid jokes all night and everyone kept harassing me to know when I plan on having a girlfriend.
Younha : Doesn't sound fun.
Seonghwa : At least at midnight, nobody was focused on me anymore.
Younha : How do you survive that every year ?
Seonghwa : White wine. A lot.
Younha : You sound like a depressed single mother.
Seonghwa : Shut up. Are you home now ?
Younha : No, I'm still at San's place.
Seonghwa : Oh he's with you while you're telling about everything you did last night ?
Younha : Not exactly, his roommate had to talk to him so I'm waiting until they're done in his bedroom.
Seonghwa : I see, how long has it been ?
Younha : Around ten minutes and now that you mention it, it's quite longer than I expected.
Seonghwa : Give him a few more minutes and if you don't have any news, try texting him.
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Blood stained roses
Fanfic"It doesn't matter how many bad things your family did, I fucking love you San and nothing is ever gonna change that. Wipe those goddamn tears out of your face and kiss the hell out of me." When he started his new job at her workplace, none of them...
