"ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴏ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴏɴʀɪɴɢ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ sᴇᴠᴇʀᴀʟ ᴛɪᴍᴇs sɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇɴ."
Sora wasn't supposed to be in Shibuya that day. He was supposed to be home, enjoying his break from life, but the role of a lifetime - the...
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Sora couldn't stay asleep. The image of Aya falling after getting a laser haunted his dreams. Sora had a hard time believing that Aya was actually dead. How she actually decided to end her own life because she had enough of the games and the hell they were living in. Sora memorized everything that Aya did up until the moment she decided to end her own life. Aya looked scared out of her mind upon saying she quit, even though she knew what would happen to her.
Sora was in his room – the very room he shared with Aya and refused to come out. Sora didn't have to say a goddamn word when he came back without Aya or Yuumi. He even bypassed Chishiya, shoving the Nine of Hearts into his chest in passing. Sora didn't care about his recruiter position or even helping Chishiya. Sora just wanted to be alone.
Sora's grieving process was shit. He kept thinking about if he hadn't gone out that night and didn't see Yuumi and Aya die, how would he be reacting? Sora knew he'd be upset that Aya was killed during the game, but he didn't know if he would be in his room, refusing to come out.
Not that he needed to, he had over 25 days on his Visa, he was good for a while.
Sora rolled over, taking the comforter with him. The light filled his room – Chishiya had enough of Sora hiding himself away. Sora placed his hand near his face, pretending he didn't hear Chishiya enter his room. Now, Chishiya didn't say a word to Sora, words would be pointless right now, Sora was upset over losing a friend of his.
Chishiya turned to Sora. "Hatter gives his condolences." Chishiya kept the chuckle to himself as Sora flipped him off, not giving a shit about what Hatter said or did anymore. And honestly, Sora was done with the games – he was previously just talking about that particular game when he was with Yuumi and Aya, but now... Sora just wanted out. He wanted these fucking games to be over with.
Sora's hand fell back down onto the bed before lifting himself up from the cacoon he had himself in. "What do you want? I'm not in the mood."
"Neither am I."
"Then what?" Sora asked. "I just watched Aya die, can't I be alone for a while?"
To be completely honest, Chishiya decided to check in on Sora because he was worried about him. Obviously, Chishiya wasn't going to say those words to Sora. Kuina had already mentioned something to him that very morning before they found Arisu outside earlier, finding the bodies like Sora once did. It was also Reika who was concerned about Sora, asking if Chishiya could check in on him.
"I've gotten Arisu on our side; he's willing to help." Chishiya stated.
Sora rolled his eyes. "I don't give a shit about your fucking plan anymore, Chishiya. Leave me alone." Right now, Sora didn't care about whatever Hatter's game was. He didn't care if Hatter found out he was pocketing cards. Sora just wanted this world to end, perhaps with him with it.
