Consider Me

Chapter Twenty Nine: Lily

Two days later. 

"Florida?"

"Yes. Florida,"

"Like the one they have in US?"

"Yes Lily," Lucas grins holding my hand. 

"And you want to take me there," He nods. 

"But I never travelled that far without Mom,"

"I will be there with you," he says, hoping it'll lessen the anxiety but it does nothing. 

"Or how about we take everyone," My voice squeaks. 

"Everyone?" he lifts a brow. "What do you mean everyone?"

"I mean Sabina, Kevin, Jackson, Ryan. Your brothers. Everyone. We can have a small trip," Please say yes. Please say yes. It's not that I don't want to travel abroad with him. It's the fact that I am travelling alone with him is scaring me. I don't know what kind of scared feeling it is, excitement or anxiousness but a week away in a different country with him is the equivalent of attending an exam without studying anything.

There's room for too many mistakes and my growing attraction for Lucas might land us in trouble if we get alone when we barely showed any control during our first kiss. 

Lucas puts his arm on the back of my seat and taps his fingers on my thighs. We finished the last class of the day so it's only the two of us in the room as of now. Sabina and my other friends have left the campus saying they'll meet me at the cafe in the evening. "You want a group trip?"

"It could be fun," 

"Don't you think it'll be more fun if we both get to spend some time alone together?" he says, flattening his palms on my thighs and sending a new wave of goosebumps on my skin. Good God, how am I getting so horny around him?

"It will. I am not saying it won't. I am just not sure it is wise to spend a week alone together," I narrow my eyes, "You see what I am trying to say,"

"Yes, that you don't want to be alone with me," He removes his hand and scoffs, "Are you scared or something?

"Lucas," I sigh. "I am not saying that,"

"Well it sounds like you are. Your afraid that I'll do something," 

"No I am afraid, I will do something," I met his bewildered eyes, "Yes, I am talking about me. I am worried I won't be able to stop myself if we are alone," When he doesn't say anything, I scoot closer on the bench towards him and cup his face, "Can't you see I am always turned on when you're with me?"

His eyes travel every inch of my face until it lands on my lips.

"I don't know when I started liking you but ever since we kissed, it's like the only thing in my head. I want to rip your shirt every time you walk into the class but I can't because it's against school rules. I want to sit on your lap exactly like I did in my bedroom and kiss you. I want to strangle you face between my thighs. I am really hot for you Lucas,"

A blush spreads on his cheeks and he blinks in disbelief, "Are y-you-" he clears his throat and looks away before taking a deep breath and facing me again, "Are you always this straightforward?"

"Only with you," He blushes. "I have never hidden my feelings for you. Not in the beginning when I disliked you and not now,"

"When you want to rip my shirt,"

"Exactly,"

"What else do you want do with me?"

I make a thinking sound, "I want to devour you. Give your back some good nail marks," He leans his head towards me and I roll my lips inward, smiling at his little scowl, "I want to feel you press your weight on me. Bury me on the bed. Then I'll flip you and straddle your lap," I move forward to him, "I'll paint my lips red and kiss every part of you,"