Whispers of Obsession

Truth be told

"What did you just say?" Kakashi left you paralyzed with shock. He sighed grabbing your hand. "I was drugged Y/n."

You took your hand from him, crossing your arms. "You must be out of your head if you think-"

He pushed a folded sheet of paper into your hands. "I didn't know how to tell you and to be honest I don't even forgive myself for letting it happen."

You were in a state of shock as you viewed the papers. It was test results. "Lady Tsunade personally double-checked them and-"

"Why didn't you tell me?" He blankly stared at you and shook his head.

"You didn't want to listen to me-" You snapped your head over to him and he raised his hands in surrendering. "I also hesitated a lot but then I said it was enough. That is why I took this mission because I knew you were taking it."

"How did you know?" You looked up at him. "How do you think you received the scroll." He crossed his arms as you gulped.

Of course, he was the anbu.

Just a few minutes earlier and he might've run into Tobi. "Are you seeing someone?" He suddenly asked. His biceps tightened as he gripped his vest.

Well fuck.

"I don't see why that matters to you." You said trying to match his intimidating stance. "But it does."

"How so?' You raised a brow and he scoffed. "You already know that you belong to me." He said clicking his jaw in annoyance.

"And I don't appreciate sharing what's mine." He somehow was now towering over you and you just wondering where and how you ended up in this situation. "Now I'm yours?"

"It's always been that way. Just you and me." He entangled his fingers in your hair. "But someone had to go mess it up....right?"

You cried over this man and fell into a deep depression because of him. You thought about how you were slightly in the wrong for not behaving like an adult and talking to him.

"So it's a little too late for that isn't it?" You said with a slight tremble as he pressed onto you. "W-we are on a mission Hatake." You placed your hands against his chest.

"I'm not doing anything that you don't want me to." The intensity of his gaze made you shiver. "We can't"

"We can. You just won't." It was only the two of you inside the room and his mask was pulled down. "We wouldn't be in this situation if you never left."

He grabbed your wrist tightly pinning them above your head. "No, we wouldn't be in this situation if you didn't fuck her."

You bitterly said making his jaw clench. "I told you-"

"I don't care. How could something like that happen?" Tears welled up in your eyes. His brows furrowed in understanding but also confusion.

I felt terrible. Not only did that happened but you didn't know what to believe now since he'd done it once before and you forgave him.

"We could've been happy. I was going to tell my mother about you then maybe she would finally be fucking proud of me. We could've had a family-" You stopped yourself but you knew it was too late.

One considering that the damage was already done. "You....wanted-"

"I need air." You walked outside to the balcony wiping your tears. Not even a millisecond later he followed you out.

"Y/n..." He mumbled staring into the pool of water in your eyes. It reflected off the moon's light making your tears let off a shimmer.

You pushed your head away from him as he tried to grab your chin. "You're right Y/n. I should've known it wasn't actually you."

The psychological effects of the drug made him think it was you all along. After all, you did hear him moan your name but you thought it was simply unintentional.

Something should've told you to pay more attention to the signs, his bloodshot eyes...

"Baby please talk to me." He had tears sitting in his eyes as he finally was able to touch your skin after so long. You finally lost it.

He pulled your body into his embrace. You broke down in tears and he caressed your hair leading you back inside and scanning the area below us.

Once you were inside he still held you close placing forehead kisses here and there. He removed his mask again having placed it on since he followed you outside.

Your hands hesitantly grabbed his shirt as tears trickled from your eyes. "Just let me fix it. Please come back to me y/n." He dragged his teeth along his bottom lip trying to hold in stray tears.

He released the hug and tapped your thigh indicating for you to jump. Once you had done so you locked your legs on his hips and laid your head on his chest.

One of his hands locked under your bottom and the other tucking your hair. "I love you so much. I never stopped. I always thought about you. I couldn't get you out of my head. I could barely focus on my missions. I can't fucking stand hearing my comrades and villagers talk about how great you were or when they would have the chance to get their hands on you," He confessed.

"Why were...you there?" Your voice cracked. "It was the anniversary of my team's debut. I began thinking about my teammates and sensei. I didn't want to be a burden to you so I went to get a few drinks. I didn't think much of it."

"I usually help you through it Kakashi. That's how a relationship works. We are there for each other."

"I know." He lifted your chin and made you look him in his eyes. "I'm sorry for everything." His breath was on your lips but neither one of us moved.

The love was still there but we didn't know if this was the decision we should be making. "Fuck it." He attacked your lips.