twisted feelings ; || sjy+

one hundred five.

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After visting Emily for a bit, you were finally on your way to Jay and Sunghoon's.

You made it to the address and sat in your car, becoming a bit nervous...

You were not so sure what to expect, but you were praying it goes well.

You finally got out of your car and made it to the front gate, Sunghoon and Jay bought quite the place for a three bedroom house.

It was in a very quiet but nice neighborhood.

You opened the gate and walked up the steps towards the front door.

It was now or never.

You stood by the door contemplating about ringing the doorbell, you were not at all sure what his reaction was going too be.

You took one deep breathe before ringing the doorbell.

You stood and patiently waited.

The door finally opened.

"Surprise! " Was all you could stay.

Jay just stared at you.

"Hi, Can I come in? " You said.

"What are you doing here? " He said.

"I came to say hi. " You said.

"You came to say hi? Really? Is that it? " He said.

"Well, if you let me inside, I can explain. " You said.

He just sighed as he opened the door and let you in.

You walked inside, it was really nice inside too.

"Wow, the house is beautiful." You said.

"Thanks. " He said.

"Kaira, what are you seriously doing here? " He added.

"Look, I know you're mad at me, and you have every right to be, what I did was extremely last minute, and all my fault, and I take full responsibility of my actions, but will you just let me explain. " You said.

"Three months Kaira, it's been three months. " He said.

"I know, everyone's been telling me that, and I'm honestly tired of it, if you guys just knew why I had to leave when I did, then maybe you would understand. " You said.

"Understand? Really Kaira? Understand? Not only did you leave us with not a single good bye, but you left us with no closure whatsoever, things were going so well for all of us, and then all of a sudden you leave us with nothing. " He added.

"Jay, I was in a situation I didn't know how to get out of, so sorry if leaving was all I thought I could do. " You said.

"And all of it for what? To better us? To make us forget? To make us go on with our lives? Be a happy little family, Kaira, we were best friends, like birds of a feather, the least, the absoulte least you could've given us, me, was a reason." He said.

"Do you know how long I waited to hear back from you ? How long I waited for you to at least say you were sorry ? How long I waited for at least an answer, three months I waited, three months we waited, and nothing. " He said.

"I know Jay, and I'm sorry, but there was literally nothing else I could do, I was trapped in my own feelings, my own head, I was loosing my freaking mind. " You said.

He scoffed.

"All of this for a couple feelings you had ? So what you're telling me is that, you let feelings you had for two of our closest friends control you, ruin you, and let you forget everyone else who ever cared about you for three fucking months? " He said.