twisted feelings ; || sjy+

one hundred three.

|| Kaira's POV ||

It was officially the next day back in my old apartment, it felt so nice to be back in my bed.

I was going to see Heeseung today, and the anxious feeling I had since last night was building up all over again.

On the bright side Jake was doing a bit better today, its still hard to get him to eat, but he's been trying, and that was all that mattered.

Jake was having a busy day today, so I would be alone for most of the day...

But spending time with Layla, was all that I needed right now.

I got out of bed and got ready for the day.

All I was thinking about was Heeseung's reaction, although Jake had it the worst mentally, Heeseung was doing a lot worse physically.

Will he be happy to see me ? Or absoultely miserable.

I thought to myself as I continued to get ready.

But I heard he did get Jay to dye his hair pink, so that would be a shocker, but Heeseung always looked good in anything.

As I continued to get ready, my anxiety was shooting high as hell, I think worse then it was with Jake.

I mean I did leave Heeseung after a very amazing date we had, so of course he would be miserable.

I tried to put on something more Heeseung like.

Heeseung always told me I looked really good in anything light, so I decided on a nice white crop top with some pink baggy jeans, something to relax him before he yells at me.

I put my hair in braids, cause it was always his favorite, and decided to get him his favorite candy, his favorite wine, his favorite perfume, and a small stuffy of his favorite pokemon.

I sprayed myself with lots of perfume and waited patiently as the clocked ticked.

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An hour later, time was ticking, I stood in my room pacing back and fourth as I held his apartment key tightly in my hands, regretting absoultely everything that was just about to happen.

"You got this Kaira. " I said trying to motivate myself, it was not helping.

"Okay, let's do this. " I said grabbing his little gift basket.

Heeseung was gonna be home in exactly 5 minutes...

I ran out the door across the hall and unlocked his apartment.

Milo had been inside, as he tail began to wag.

"Hi baby, oh, I missed you, yes I did. " I said giving him all the love in the world.

I placed his gift basket on the kitchen counter and looked around the apartment, it was a mess.

The urge to clean up, was giving in too me.

But, I fought against it.

I walked into his room and noticed he had hung up all the pictures we had taken together.

"He kept these? " I said grabbing them.

I looked around some more, and noticed some of my things were still in the same place, I left them in, and they were spotless clean, which means he still took care of them.

I got a little emotional as I examined them.

My perfume was still the same, my pj's were nicely folded, the crystals I gave him were still in the same spot, my jar of seashells, my plushies we got at LotteWorld, and my hair ties were all still in the same spot.