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After the long evening at Emily's, you and Heeseung were finally on your way back home after dropping Jay and Ni-ki off.
"You wanna stay at my place tonight? " Heeseung asked.
"If you want me too? " You said.
He chuckled.
"You can say no, you don't always have to say yes KK. " He said.
You smiled.
"Here, I'll walk you home, and if you get lonely call me, or just walk on over, okay ? " He said.
You nodded.
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When you got back to the complex, you and Heeseung walked up the stairs.
"I'm just a phone and door away. " He said.
"Thank you. " You said.
He smiled and kissed you on the cheek.
You smiled back.
"Good night Kaira. " He said.
"Good night. " You said as you both walked into your separate apartments.
When you got inside you hung up your keys and petted the pups as they followed after you.
You walked past Jake's door and opened it, it was so dark inside with all the lights off in his room.
You turned his lights on, and took a look at the bedroom.
Why were you missing him so much?
You had no idea why you felt like this, he wasn't gone forever, it was just for two weeks.
Kiro sat down next to you and whimpered.
"I know buddy, I miss him too. " You said petting him.
Layla got onto his bed and placed herself right in the center of it as she laid her head down.
You looked at her and smiled as you walked over to join her.
"I know baby girl, I miss him too. " You said as you petted her once more.
She sighed.
You laid down on his bed and looked up at his ceiling, when another memory occurred too you.
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"So what? you're just gonna stay mad? " You said.
"Kaira, how many fucking times do I have to tell you, I'm not mad, okay ?! " He said.
"Well, you seem mad? I don't understand what I did was so wrong ?! " You said.
"Kaira?! How many times do we have to go over this, all I ask, is that you tell me where you are, that is it ?! Why can't you understand that ?! " He said.
"Jake?! I was literally gone for two hours, and I was safe, can't you trust me ?! " You said.
"Trust you ?! Trust you ?! How am I supposed to trust you, when you're fucking Heeseung, I can't just trust you ?! " He added.
"I told you Jaeyun ! I can stop ! If that's what you want ! " You said.
He scoffed.
"If I want you to stop, please Kaira, what about you huh ? Do you wanna stop ?! " He said.
"I-I love him Jake, I can't just stop. " You said.
"Can't you love him, without having to fuck him ?! " He said.
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Fanfictwisted feelings. "i could never hate you..." kaira, an english major, transfers to a university in seoul, south korea, excited to start fresh in a country she adores, when she's suddenly surprised to find out her roommate is a boy named jake, alth...
