twisted feelings ; || sjy+

one hundred thirty three.

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Back in the cafeteria Kaira's English teacher and Miss Hwang were talking.

"It's remarkable Eunha, I don't know how else to explain it, she has such potential. " Hana said.

"I know, I try to tell her that all the time. " Eunha added. ( Mrs. Chae )

"I don't understand how she doesn't see it, these are all so amazing, her titles, her wording, the way she expresses emotion and such feeling, I've never seen such beautiful writing in my 22 years of teaching, this girl has the potential, Kaira needs to be seen. " Hana said.

"I know, but she thinks it deserves more, I think it's perfect, her writing never seems to awe me, I mean how can a 22 year old girl from California,write such beautiful pieces of art. " Eunha said.

"I know, tell me about it, but, did you hear though ? " Hana said.

"Hear what ? " Eunha said.

"Her mother is the Grace Pierce, one of the best children book writers in the world. " Hana said.

"You mean her mother wrote kids books ? " Eunha said.

"Yes my youngest son loves her "In the wild" series, he reads them all the time, he knows all the characters, I have to read it too him twice." Hana said.

"Hm really? That's interesting, my kids are all about horror and thriller right now, especially Aera, all she asks is for thriller books." Eunha said.

Hana giggled.

"She's in her horror phase. " Hana said.

"I know, and she's only 11. " Eunha said.

"That'll do it. " Hana said.

"I guess so, so what are you going to do? " Eunha said.

"I think I might take her in. " Hana said.

"What? You're going to give her the job? " Eunha said.

"Yes, I can help her, I want too help her, I can motivate her, she's talented Eunha, extremely talented. " Hana said.

"I know, it's amazing too me, I just assigned the class a 8 page essay on their favorite books, and Kaira already turned hers in, the first student. " Eunha said.

"Can I read it once your done grading it, send it too my mailbox, I'd like to read it. " Hana said.

"I can yeah. " Eunha said.

"Okay perfect. " Hana said.

Eunha smiled.

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Back in the school library you had been working on assignments.

"Coffee? " Sooyoung said.

"Oh thank you. " You said taking the coffee from her.

She smiled as she sat down next too you.

"You okay? You seem a little stressed? " She asked.

"Yeah, I just hope I can pass these exams next week. " You said taking a sip of coffee.

"Ugh right, exam week, gross. " She said.

"I know. " You said.

"I'm sorry am I keeping you too long, I should probably leave. " You said.

"No, no, stay, I can keep it open an extra few hours. " She added.

You smiled.

"Thank you. " You said.

"Of course, take your time. " She said.

You smiled again as she got up and left.

You went back to studying when Heeseung showed up.

"Hey you. " He said.

"Oh? You're still here? " You added.

"Yeah, thought I'd come stop by. " He said.

"Ugh thank you. " You said.

He sat down next to you.

"What you studying for? " He added looking over at your laptop.

"Everything, ugh, Heeseung what if I don't pass. " You said.

"What? Don't say that, you got this. " He said.

"But what if I don't, I'm so fucked, these are such important grades, I can't fail, I just can't. " You said.

"Hey, hey, you'll pass, I think we need a walk? " He said.

"A walk sounds wonderful. " You said.

"Well, come on then. " He said with his hand out.

You smiled and grabbed his hand as you walked out of the library together.

"What's up hm? " He said leaning you up against the wall as he moved your hair.

"I'm just so scared too fail, I did so horribly last semester, I can't fuck this semester up either, I'm so close to having all my credits, and if I fail this last semester, I might just lash out. " You said.

"Why is the last semester always the hardest, I don't understand..." You said.

"Hey, hey, look at me hm ? " He said.

"Look at me.  " He added again.

You looked at him.

"You'll do wonderful, I promise. " He said.

"I don't wanna miss graduating with you guys, I need to graduate with all of you. " You said.

"And you will princess, you will okay ? " He said.

"Are you positive that's all that's been bothering you ? " He said.

You looked at him, since you didn't sleep well last night, you were starting to feel overwhelmed with absolutely everything.

The decision, school, life, just all of it, you were so worried about your decision, that it completely carried over you.

Everything seemed too be happening so fast, and the more faster it got, the closer your decision became.

Everything felt miserable right now, and you just wanted everything to stop.

"No. " You finally said.

"Then tell me, that's what I'm here for. " He said.

"I think I'm just tired, I didn't sleep well last night. " You said.

"Then, we go home. " He said.

"I can't Hee, I ---" He cut you off.

"We go home, now. " He said.

"Okay. " You said.

"Come on. " You said walking back into the library.

"Thank you for letting me stay a bit longer than usual. " You said thanking Sooyoung.

"Of course, anytime, you're always welcomed. " She said.

You smiled.

"Good night Sooyoung! " You said.

"Good night Kaira ! " She said.

You and Heeseung were finally on your way home shortly after...

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a/n: and that's a wrap on 133 ! also how do we like the new book cover? I might change it ! let me know if you guys like this one or the old one better ! also, happy halloween! i hope you all had a wonderful halloween! and i will see you in my next chapter! 🩶

- with love,
- maya🩶