twisted feelings ; || sjy+

ninety-nine.

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Three months later...

It has been exactly three months and 91 days, since your very last ever encounter with Jake.

And your very last day with Heeseung.

You were finally starting your first ever book, and you had been going to Ni-ki's university for a couple months, so things were going quite well on your part.

But not a single day goes by where you were never thinking about them or the others...

You and Ni-ki were getting everything set up in your new two bedroom apartment.

"Sissy? You okay? " Ni-ki said.

"Oh, yeah, yeah. " You said unboxing some of your things.

"Okay, I'm just checking, I'm taking Kiro to his appointment, you wanna come with ? " He said.

"No, no, you go ahead. " You said.

"Sissy, I love you, but sooner or later you're gonna have to get back out in the world." He said.

"I do go out, what are you talking about ? " You said.

"Going to the mailbox is not going outside sissy, you need to actually go out, we live in Seoul, live a little. " He said kissing your forehead.

You smiled.

"Go please, or I'll kick you out. " He said.

You smiled.

He smiled back.

He left shortly after.

You carried some boxes into your new bedroom, as you scrummaged through them, when you came across an old photo at the bottom of the box.

You pulled it out and stared at it.

It was a group photo of everyone together.

You smiled as you looked at it.

"Maybe Ni-ki's right. " You said as you placed the photo on your nightstand.

Although you were still in the process of healing, you couldn't spend your last few 20's left, stuck inside all the time.

There was so much in the world you still had to do.

"I think I'm gonna do it, what's the worse that can happen ? " You said.

You looked over at your purse, that had been in the same spot for who knows how long...

You stared at it and tilted your head.

"It won't hurt right, it's not like I'm gonna bump into any of them. " You said.

You looked at your purse a little longer, before finally making a decision.

You walked over to it and grabbed it.

You grabbed your keys and headed outside.

This was a very big step.

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At you new apartment everything was mostly walking distance, so you're first spot was to treat yourself to a nice mango smoothie.

You walked to yours and Ni-ki's favorite smoothie shop, and decided to grab one.

"Would that be all miss? " The cashier said.

"Yes. " You said.

"Perfect! I'll have that out for you shortly." She said.

You smiled and waited.

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After getting your drink, you decided to stop by an antique store, just too look around.

You ending up buying yourself a few little antiques for your collection.