twisted feelings ; || sjy+

one hundred six.

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After leaving Jay's you were in utter tears as you drove back home in the rain.

You needed to see Jake so bad, but he was not gonna be home for another two hours...

You didn't wanna be home either, so the only other option you had was to see Heeseung.

You got to the car garage and parked your car as you ran up the stairs in tears...

You got to your floor and banged on Heeseung's door.

He opened it seconds later.

"Woah, Woah, Kaira? " He said looking down at you.

You were in shambles.

"Oh my god, what's wrong? " He said wiping your tears as he moved your hair.

"Can I-I c-come i-in, p-please? " You said breathelessly.

"Yeah of course. " He said letting you inside.

"Princess, you're covered in water, lemme get you a towel, sit. " He said going to grab you a towel.

You sat down on the couch crying and shivering.

He came back and dried your hair as he sat down next too you, and put a blanket around your legs.

"What happend princess? " He said concerningly as he wiped so more tears.

"I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid. " You said.

"Kaira, you're not stupid princess, not at all. " He said wiping more tears.

"I am, I am. " You said.

"Hey, hey. " He said grabbing your face.

"You are not stupid, okay? " He said looking at you.

You sniffled.

"Tell me what happened? " He said softly.

You took a deep breath.

"I went to see Jay today. " You said.

"Okay? " He said.

"He's right Heeseung, he's so right. " You said.

"Right, about what? " He said.

"Why didn't I come sooner? " You said.

"I don't know princess. " He said moving another piece of hair.

"I should've just stayed. " You said looking directly at him.

You grabbed his face.

"I should've stayed." You said again.

He grabbed your hands.

"It's okay, you're here now, that's all that matters. " He said.

"I'm so sorry, I— I. " You said.

"It's okay princess, it's really okay. " He said.

"I am never leaving again. " You said pushing his hair back.

"I know princess, I know. " He said with a soft smile.