Revenge In Love

CH 44- Silent Battles

SIYA'S POV
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I woke up with a bad headache, like someone was hitting my head with a hammer. I haven't been feeling well for a while now. My head hurts almost every day, and sometimes I feel so sick that I have to run to the bathroom to throw up. In the mornings, I feel even worse and tired, like my body is too heavy to move.

All of this scares me because these were the same symptoms I had when the doctors told me I had a brain tumor.

But after my surgery and treatment, the doctors said I was fine, and there was almost no chance of the tumor or any problem coming back.

But if that's true, why do I feel like this again? Why does my head hurt? Why do I feel so sick? I'm really worried.

Maybe it's because I have stopped taking my medicine again. Those pills used to make me feel better. I haven't been taking them, so maybe that's why I'm feeling worse now.

I know I should go to the hospital and consult a doctor, but I'm scared. What if the tumor is back? What if I have to go through all of that again? I don't know if I'm ready to face it. I'm really afraid!

I took a deep breath, then got up from my bed and went to the bathroom. After throwing up, I took a long, hot shower to calm myself down. When I felt a bit better, I got ready and went outside for breakfast.

As usual, Arjun was sitting at the dining table, quietly eating his food. I sat down in the chair across from him, not even glancing in his direction.

Lately, this is how things are between us. Neither of us talks to the other, especially me. Arjun did try to talk to me once or twice, but I didn't respond. We only speak at work, and that's just for professional reasons. When it comes to our personal lives, we don't speak at all anymore. I was the one who stopped talking to him after that night. I don't even want to think about that night it took a lot of effort to push it out of my mind.

"Aunty, please give me some breakfast."

She smiled at me, and after a short while, she placed an omelet and toast in front of me. Seeing the food made me realize how hungry I was.

Because lately, I haven't been able to eat anything. I don't feel like eating, and when I force myself to eat, I end up throwing up. Now, I'm also starting to feel weak.

I cut a piece of the omelet with my fork, but as soon as I tasted it, it seemed like there was no flavor, like there was no salt at all.

I looked at Aunty and asked, "Aunty, did you forget to add salt?"

She looked a bit confused.

"Of course, I added salt."

I cut another piece and ate it, but it still tasted completely bland, as if there was no flavor at all.

"Aunty, can you please give me some salt?"

She seemed confused for a moment but handed me the salt. I sprinkled a lot of salt on the omelet and took another bite, but it tasted the same!

I couldn't understand what was going on. Had I lost my sense of taste? I picked up the salt again and poured even more on the omelet.

"What are you doing? Have you lost your mind?" Suddenly, Arjun spoke up.

I gave him a bored look.

"Am I talking to you? No, right? So why are you saying anything?" I snapped at him.

I took another bite, but there was still no taste. Frustrated, I pushed my plate aside.

"Aunty, I am not liking it. Can you please give me a cup of coffee?"