"GIRL! IM LOVING EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU" i laughed, "really?" i asked, turning around to the fashion designer. "yes! nessa, you dont know how badly ive been trying to find a face to match my work and you've got it! please, tell me when i can fly you out?"
"can i get back to you on that?"
"of course!"
when he can fly me out? ha, suuuch a good question. im in LA, and he wants me to model for him california. i wanted to turn down his offer but his clothes were too damn cute and jesus, the money is too fucking good.
bil: i miss you
nessi: call me i need to talk to you
i got her call immediately. "hey, you look pretty." billie said, and i smiled, "thank you, baby. what are you eating?"
"fries. what do you need to talk about?"
"i got a job offer!"
"awesome. im so happy for you. what kind of job?"
"a modeling gig. baby, they wanna give me a lot of money but it is all the way across the country."
she smiled, "you gonna leave me?"
she's so hot. "no! not for long. i don't know how long he needs me but you are so fucking welcome to come if you have time."
"that's up to you."
"and there's something else about new york.." i wanted to bring up college, i leave this fall. "you can tell me anything, ness. c'mon." i looked at the phone, "i have to go to college soon.. in new york as well." she nodded, "hm. thats good."
"it has a really good film program, and billie i really dont wanna be the next in family to not go to college. im gonna leave. is that okay?"
"that's fine!"
"i feel like im hurting your feelings."
"you're not! that's amazing! do you wanna break up with me?" i blinked. i did. i did wanna break up with her. it was a thought that made me cry but was so reliving. "you want to?" i started crying so badly, "billie, im so sorry." she got up and left the room.
we can't do long distance. billie's fucking blowing up and im gonna be too fucking busy. she's so fucking good for me. i went home, my dad is despressed on the couch, but rather than help, i wallowed in his pain with him as that's exactly how i was feeling. i went upstairs, showered, and cried for hours.
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𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗘𝗔𝗖𝗛, billie eilish.
Fanfiction"okay, we can tell people... now?" "not right now, bil."
