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user, bitch that's literally billie (reply, jagosti0: nu uh!!)
user, guys you have to admit that they are really cute
user, it's getting toxic
user, BILLIE EILISH?!
user, is that billie?
me and billie hummed a song together, i sat on her lap in my bikini after taking a swim in the pool. i got back to new york tomorrow, i dont want billie to get sad again. she's gonna start working and getting stressed.
"you know what my favorite holiday is?" i asked, rubbing chapstick on her lips, "what is it?"
"halloween." she chuckled, "cute. that's a few months away, what do you wanna be?"
"i dont know yet. gotta see." i leaned in and laid a kiss on her lips, "promise me we'll be together on halloween?" i asked, laying my forehead against hers, "for sure.. la's got fun halloween parties, i think you'd like them." i smiled and kissed her again.
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we had spent our last day together, and now we have to go home. on the plane right to new york, she cuddled me for the last time in a while. i kissed her goodbye in new york, and she cried which surprised me. "dont cry, babe.. it's okay."
she pulled her arms from around my neck and wiped her tears, "i love you."
"i love you, too. ill see you soon, okay?"
"when's your flight to la?"
"right about now," i heard them call my gate, "i love you." i kissed her and walked away. when i turned around, nessa was still standing there, watching me. it made me feel 10 times worse, my god did i wanna cry. i did just a little.
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im way sadder than im supposed to be. like i know im gonna see her again, kiss her again, but it hurts. i wish our lives lined up perfectly. i had a show the same day, i got a lecture from frankie, but the only thing on my mind was how bad i looked.
i looked in the mirror as my hairstylist did my hair, i dind't recognize who i was. i blamed it on the blonde for a moment, and made the impulsive decision to change it when i got home.
i did my shit, got paid but was forced to stick around for a after party. famous people, models, a few actors, tiktokers who think they're litterally god. i wanna go home.
"are you billie eilish's girlfriend?!"
i looked up and nodded. why? she's all i can fucking think about. her smell- why does everything smell like her? "why do you look so sad?" a pretty blonde asked me, blonde fits her way better. "im fine," i laughed nervously, "parties shake me up a bit."
she and her boyfriend sat on either side of me. her boyfriend jack is a cool guy, he didn't hit on me, just spoke to me like a friend. they're a very cute couple. "didn't you a billie break up?" the blonde, ellia, asked me, making jack tap her leg.
"it's fine.. w-we did, just for a while. we're okay now. things happen."
"long distance?"
"for now, yes."
"that's how we started out! i promise, it works out. your hair is so pretty by the way." then they left. i smiled a little, and then proceeded to leave the party and drive to cvs, billie on the phone the entire time.
"baby?"
"yeah?"
"are you gonna come to my show on the 8th?" i smiled, "of course."
"cool. what are you doin?" i chuckled, "im click clacking my heels in cvs so i can get hair dye." i said, "hair dye? why's my blonde leaving?"
i shrugged, "should i not change it?"
"up to you, honey."
i looked at all the boxes of hairdye, and black was what i went with.
