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"CAN YOU FUCKING MOVE!" i shouted, pushing a guy who had his camera literally in my face. as soon as i opened my front door, not billie's, MY DOOR to my house, they were outsdie waiting. shark was barking his head off at them, i was just trying to take him on a walk. there is no one to tell them to move, and their not listening to me so i pushed through them and started walking.
they followed me, yelling questions at me. some i didn't even know the answer to. somebody asked me if im pregnant?! i wish. shark started running, so i started running... AND THEY STARTED RUNNING. some stopped, but 3 guys chased me all the way around the block, and 1 of them were asking for my number.
i finally got back to my house and slammed the door shut. i slid down my door and as i tried to catch my breath, tears just started spilling from my eyes. my hands shook as i reached in my pocket and grabbed my phone. i facetimed billie and she answered, she was getting ready in her room.
"bil?"
"why are you crying? what's wrong, baby?"
"i-i went to go walk shark a-and they were all outside waiting for me. billie, they chased me. i dont even know when i lost them and they thought it was funny.. i was so scared.. there are gonna be videos of me running down the sidewalk on twitter.."
"you have to get security, baby."
"i dont want security, im not famous, bil."
"im sorry. i really wish i could stop all this."
"i wanna go on a walk by myself, i dont want security following me all the time." i said as shark came up to me and started trying to make me feel better. "look, it's your mommy.." he looked at the phone, and in one swift movement he had it in his mouth and was running off with it.
i laughed and followed him. i could hear billie laughing. he went and laid in his bed with the phone. "awe, you are so handsome.. can i have my phone back?" i tried to take it back but he barked at me, "okay! im sorry!"
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nessa finally got her phone back and we had time alone. "is there anything i can do to make you feel safe?" i asked her, "i feel safe, bil. this is my home. they can't kill me, can they? im not sad either, it's just a lot so i cried. i underestimated how much i'd miss you."
"i know right. go out with some friends?"
"sounds good. i didn't even think about that, thanks bil."
"yeah. i love you."
"i love you too. how's it going?"
"good! the show is later. there are so many people, my god." i chuckled, "you look so cute. how much sleep did you get?" she looked up to think for a moment, "9 hours.. i just woke up."
"good! very good." i had to get off the phone with her for rehearsal. everything's great. me and nessa are doing really good.. expect for the paprazzi. she starts work in a few days, and i hope this has all died down and they'll stop. i really hope they stop.
