𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗘𝗔𝗖𝗛, billie eilish.

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i stood in the crowd, billie's arms around me as we watched the perforance. we went to this random festival because we got bored. i told her i was her girlfriend, but let her know that i didn't care to tell her management, i didn't care to tell anyone. she's my girlfriend and i dont have to explain that to anyone. im not famous.

i haven't taken any offers, any money from anyone. im happy with my normal life. we go out in public and picutres get taken, i've been in too many edits to count. but my new york lifestyle is creeping up on me, the plan was always to move to new york for film school after my gap year, im already enrolled and i can't miss it. 

have i told billie? no. am i scared to tell her? yes. she's gonna get busy again anyways, she's gonna be on the road and im gonna move. things may change. will we be able to get through that? i've met some cool people, cool friends through billie. i love having dinner with fineas and claudia, playing music and the peaceful nights. i've never had something like that before. an actual family. i met her mom and her dad, they're so fucking cool.

i turned around, wrapping my arms around her neck. i kissed her jawline, needy for attention. "this is a nice show, isn't it?" she asked, rubbing my back, "sure is. i like looking at you though." she smiled, and kissed my lips. i see the girl in the crowd recording, and i couldn't help myself from flipping the camera off. 

"what's wrong?"

"that bitch recording us. what? has she never seen two girls kissing? jesus."

"prolly cuz, i am billie eilish."

i gasped, "no shit." she rolled her eyes playfully and took my hand, pulling me through the crowd. we met up with some of her friends, one of her friends, hersia, doesn't like me. she's been giving me dirty looks, starring me right in my soul all night. 

"hey." i said when billie had gotten up and walked away. "you think bil really loves you?" i laughed, pulling my joint up to my mouth. i took a long drag and pulled it away to exhale, "you wanna fuck my girlfriend, just say that."

"ew! you're so weird!"

i laughed, kinda high, "you dont think that was a weird question to ask?"

B POV 

i came back over to the couch, hersia looked upset, and i hopd that nessa wasn't mean. "everything okay?" i asked, picking up the little toy off the table, looking between the two, "she asked me if i think you really love me.. and she's upset because i know she wants to fuck you." i blinked, "okayyy" was all i could say, "exactly! hersia, it's fine! no need to be jealous but... you're not fucking her." she put the joint back in her mouth like it was nothing.

she's so sexy when she does that.

but i felt bad. hersia was a close friend, now ill have to deal with the drama of all this without nessa. we went back to my place and ended the night. of course, my group chat was talking.

"bil?! bil. bil, why the hell is your phone never on silent??"

i was too tired to look, i kept my head stuffed in the pillow, my arm around her. "what the hell. hersia is cussing you out." i opened one eye, and grabbed my phone. "what the hell?! billie, you can't kiss these people's ass. she was totally wrong!"

billie: chill out

hersia: no you just sat there and let your new fucking girlfriend bully me

billie: it's okay im sorry 

"why are you apologizing to her?!" i didn't wanna argue, im too tired. "nessa," i put my phone on silent, "go to sleep." she laid back down, throwing the covers over her, "she's so stupid." i turned my lamp back off, "i know." i kissed her head and held her, dozing back off to sleep.