i get sad without nessa and it's hard to function, it seriously is. i've been haunted by the decision i made, my mom wont stop talking about it. it's not like i went fucking broke. quite the opposite, and it feels like im only working to put food on only people's plate. not my parents, not my brother but other's working for me. other's i didn't even know were working for me.
nessa : when you get up we're gonna stay on the phone all day
billie : i spoke to my parents about thanksgiving
billie : i'd hate to spend it without you since im thankful for you
billie : i love you
nessa : i hope they agree i'd love to spend thanksgiving with you
billie : pass your exam?
nessa : flying colorrrrssss
nessa : biology? not so much
billie : never done that but the name sounds like it sucks
nessa : it does really suck baby
i called her while i was brushing my teeth. "look. he loves his hat." i bought her cat a little fitted cap and apparently he loves it. i laughed, "he looks like me." i said, "sure does. you're his mommy. he's our baby." i shrugged, "kitty's your baby. maybe we could get a pet together."
"y'know, i might need you to watch shark."
"you know i'd love to watch my step son. what for?"
"we're all going out of the country, shark's never been good with that. if i drop him off, you pick him up, would that be cool?"
"that's perfect. just let me know. KITTY YOU'RE BROTHER IS COMING OVERRRR!!" i laughed and slid my shirt over my head. "okay, baby. i got to go to rehearsals, i'll call you when im not so busy. you know i get fucking aggitated." she nodded, "i know. i love you."
"i love you too, bye."
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i sat on danny's couch, digging my fork in his chilli cheese fries. "you're the only shortie i let do that." he laughed, "mmm, so good! you're not even watching this, change it."
he waved his finger in my face sassily, "dont come into my apartment with all that!"
i laughed and threw the remote at him. "how's jenna?" i asked, "she's ight. i really dont wanna marry her, this shit is crazy." danny's kinda getting forced into marry his girlfriend of 6 years. both of their parents are extremely religious and completely believe in young marriage.
"just tell them no, danny."
"i cant. nessa, if i could, i totally would. and she's desperete, she keeps saying, "get me pregnant, get me pregnant, you wont have a choice!" i think she's convinced that i want this but im not. i feel like shit, she's stayed by my side all these years but i haven't been happy in a long time. my mom would kill me if she knew what i was doing out here, especialy liking on you."
that made my jaw clench, "danny.."
"dont stress yourself out, it's the truth. want my fries?"
