"nessa? do you seriously think you'll just get through this business easy?"
i was forced to say yes to going on a date with frankie's older brother. he's a handsome guy, just dirty. billie went home, i wish she was still here but im not gonna lie, im not doing too well.
"i dont wanna be in this business. sound design is cool."
"oh... you didn't seem smart before but i guess you're smart.."
i sighed, and got up to leave with my drink in my hand. i got in my car, and downed the drink. there's like 6 shots of vodka in this. i smoke some weed, and then started driving. thank god i made it to my hotel, and then got inside.
bills: i love you
ness: are you okay? i love you too
bills: nah are you okay?
ness: im fine. im drunk and tired.
bills: you went out?
ness: just to a bar alone but i drank too much
bills: you shouldn't go alone ml
ness: srry i wont next time
bills: im still sleepin. ill call you later. goodnight.
ness: goodnight bil <3
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nessas always sleeping now. i wish i didn't care so much, but i love her so much you dont understand. im not mad at her, just concerned.
i've been up, i texted her when i woke up but i've heard nothing back. me and fineas were having one of ouor little arguments, which consist of me being a little bitch and him just leaving. my album comes out in a few days, nessa's excited, me, kinda. i just hope people are satisfied.
ness: hi baby
bils: hey
ness: im up now but workings
ness: ill text you when im done
bils: how long will you be on set? (delivered 3:33 pm)
i put my phone back down and went out. none of my friends knows that me and nessa are back together, and i dont plan telling any of them because we know what happened last time.
so girls and guys still flirted with me at the club, some obviously only trying to use me. it's so obvious that it's funny now. they freak out like a fan and then try their best to try and treat me like a real person and flirt.
ness: like 3 more hours (read 11:41 pm)
bils: i miss you (read 11:50 pm)
bils: wish you were here im so sad without you (delivered 11:51 pm)
why is she working all these long hours? i think she signed a contract that she didn't fully read, no lawyer or anything. is she actually working these long hours? what if she got off a long time ago and is with someone else? so busy with them that she cant consistantly text me.
ugh! my brain is my biggest enemy.
ness: please dont be sad. i love you so much bils.
ness: we can facetime now im home
we're gonna facetime, but she's gonna hang up after 10 minutes because she's so tired. but i guess that's enough for now. i love her so much, any of her time is fine with me.
