Living your dream

chapter 4

chapter 4

During dinner you and Justin sit next to each other and for the whole time you both can't keep your eyes off each other and even the crew has noticed something is going on between you two,you haven't payed any attetion to the conversation they are having cause you're too busy staring at Justin's eyes but you over heard them saying "i think those two really like each other,it's so cute the way they look at each other" and you know Justin heard it too cause when they said it a cute smile came on his face and his eyes were sparkeling, when you have a moment alone Justin's says "they are right you know, i really really like you,i never felt like this before when i meet a girl for the first time" he leans in towards you stroking your cheek, you tild your head and close your eyes enjoying the touch of his hand,by now you feel more confident and you reach out to touch his face too "i feel the exact same way,i love you before i met you but this is different, more intens" and you lean in further to kiss him.

you hear the guys come back to the table but you don't care they see you kissing , they already know there is something between you and justin.

"don't mind us" you hear Fredo saying and you hear him laughing.

you feel Justin smiling agains you lips, he realeases his lips from yours to look at Fredo "you jealous bro?" he says in a teasing tone 

"no off course not,i'm happy for you" Fredo states and he gives justin a friendly slap on the shoulder

"it's getting" late Fredo says "are you coming to the hotel?" 

Justin stands up "yeah give me just a second i have to go to the bathroom" 

he leans down and kisses you "don't go anywhere okay i'll be right back" and he strokes your cheek. 

you shake you head "i won't".

the other guys have already left the restaurant and you are left alone with Fredo,he comes and sits next to you "he really likes you you know,i can tell by the way he looks at you" you look up "and i really like him too,i never though i could love him more than i already did before i met him" you say and suddenly all the emotions you have been holding in today are coming to the surface and you feel tears coming into your eyes.

Fredo takes your hand and says "hey don't cry,i know Justin and i know he won't leave you" 

you take a deep breath and try to pull yourself together cause you don't want Justin to see you crying, 'i know but it just hit me everything that happened today and tomorrow i have to go back home and i don't know i can cope not being with Justin" 

Fredo takes your chin to make you look at him "i'm sure we'll find a way so that you guys can be together" you nod your head not being able to hold back the tears 

you hear footsteps behind you and you know Justin has returned "shit i don't want him to see me crying" you think and you keep looking down in your lap hoping he won't notice. 

Fredo gets up squeezes your hand and says "i'll leave you guys to talk" and he leaves to join the rest outside.

as you expected Justin saw you are crying and he comes infront of you kneeling down so he at eyesight taking your face in his hands making you look at him , you see a sad look in his eyes and start crying even more "hey why are you crying? is it something i did or said?" he asks worried.

you shake your head "no not at all,you are perfect" you bring out and you reach out to touch his face 

"than what's wrong" he asks still worried 

"it just hit me all that happened and the fact that i'll be leaving tomorrow" 

Justin takes you in his arms "you don't have to worry about that, i found you and i promise i'll never leave you"