Living your dream

chapter 43

Chapter 43

“JUSTIN !!” you yell as loud as you can, not caring if you damage your voice permanently. You jump out of bed and run outside your room hoping Justin is only in the hallway but as you open the door and look around you don’t see him, the only people you see are nurses running around from room to room and not paying attention to you and the fact that you’re starting to hyperventilate and having a majure panic attack.

“JUSTIN !” you yell again, with a squeaky voice that is full of fear , the more you yell the more your voice goes away from all the pressure you’re putting on your damaged vocal cords.

“miss what’s wrong?” a nurse finally comes to you and sees the                distress on your face and in your eyes.

“my boyfriend, I can’t find him anywhere” you tell her in a hoarse voice that has turned into a whisper.

“it’s okay miss don’t worry, he’s okay. They just took him for some tests” she comforts you and takes you back into your room and to bed. “he’ll be back soon” she assures you.

“but what tests, he didn’t tell me” you whisper , now hardly any sound coming out of your mouth.

“it’s just a check up to see how his injury is healing, noting to be stressed about” she says calmly giving you a comforting smile while helping you get back into bed. It’s useless to keep asking more cause obviously she’s not gonna tell you more, maybe she doesn’t know more or she can’t tell you cause something is wrong. After you’ve been stressing out and thinking about all kind of things , the worst first Justin comes walking back into the room, fully dressed and a big smile on his face.

“good news babe, they gave me the all clear, I can go home” he says cheerful but turning into worries when he sees the look on your face.

“what’s wrong ?” he asks and walks over to you, he sits with you on your bed and when he wants to take your hand you pull it back.

“did I do something wrong?” he asks confused.

“did I do something wrong he asks” you say sarcastically

“what do you think, you just left me here alone and I had no idea where you were” you spat and hearing yourself say those words makes you realize how paranoid you sound.

“I’m sorry Justin, it’s just after all that happened I panic quickly when I don’t know where you are”.

“it’s okay baby I understand but relax everything is over now and you’re safe” he assures you. He’s right, you are safe now and so I Justin and your mom and Pattie but all this , everything that happened is gonna take a while to process , it’s not cause your dad is dead that you can just forget what you’ve been through. The only positive thing that came out of it is that you and Justin grew closer to each other, you have a bond that is special and nothing or no one can break that. Everything you’re father put you through has proven you and Justin are ment to be together.

“what are you thinking about?” Justin softly says as he comes and sits with you on your bed , wrapping his arms around you.

“nothing, just how all this brought us closer together” you tell him and you lie your head on his chest just enjoying the silence, the only sound you hear is the beating of his heart. A heart you thought you would never hear beating again when you found him in the woods and you felt the life flow out of him.

“wait did you say you can go home?” you suddenly say realizing what he said when he walked in to the room but being too worked up to let the words sink in.

“yeah my wound completely healed, so you did hear what I said” he chuckles.

“but I always hear what you say, it just hit me now what it was”.