Living your dream

chapter 28

Chapter 28

“baby what’s wrong?” Justin asks woried when he follows you in to the living room out of hearing range of both your moms. You turn around to face him and take a deep breath hoping you won’t choose the wrong words this time making Justin mad at you again or even worse leave again.

“I just didn’t know we would be leaving so soon and I didn’t even have a chance to talk to my dad” you say careful looking down at your feet cause you’re scared to see the reaction on Justin’s face, the last thing you want to do is hurt his feelings again . you feels his hand on your face we he lifts up your chin to make you look at him, “are you trying to tell me you’re not coming?”. You don’t want to look at him but his gorgeous eyes are too hard to resist, “I don’t know Justin, it’s all going so fast all of a sudden” you explain. You see confusing in his eyes and he’s got wrinkles on his forehead , his face looks so serious and you know he’s thinking.

Justin takes your face in his hands when he says “I understand that you want to talk things through with your dad and if you need more time than I’m staying with you” he says smiling taking you in his arms and hugging you. “I left you once baby and that was the biggest mistake of my life”.

“but Justin what about your fans,your beliebers?” you ask feeling guilty he would give up his life to be with you, you know he loves to sing and perform and you don’t want to take that away from him just cause you’re not ready to leave yet.

“they don’t know I got my memory back so if you need more time to sort thing out with your dad we’ll just pretend I still have amnesia” he explains and assures you, “yeah I miss performing and I love it but I love you more, without you there wouldn’t be any fun when I’m performing” he continues.

Tears well up in your eyes when you hear those words, after all the time you spend together you’re still not used to hearing Justin say how much he loves you, he says the words you have been feeling for so long and knowing that he loves you just as much as you love him is still so unreal, some days you think you’ll going to wake up and all this would have been a dream.

“Justin I don’t want to ask something like that from you, I’ll just join you a few days later”

“no that’s not even an option, or I’m leaving with you or I’m not leaving at all” he states shaking his head in a determined  way leaving no room for discussion.

“but….” You start and before you can finish that sentence he crashes his lips on yours making you shut up, “I don’t care if we leave later or not at all , all I want is you by my side” ha says out of breath after the kiss.

“okay I won’t say a word about it anymore but I still think you should go on without me” you say wanting to have the last word even though you know Justin isn’t going to change his mind.

“what did I just tell you missy?”

“okay okay I’m shutting up now” you say letting out a sigh indicating you surrender and won’t argue again.

“everything okay?” you hear Patties voice say, when you turn around you see her standing in the door watching you and you wonder how much she heard . “yes mom everything is fine” Justin assures her. “would you mind if we leave a few days later ? (y/n) wants to clear things with her dad before we go ?” Justin asks his mom giving you a loving smile and pulling you in close .

“of course I don’t mind, take as much time as you need sweetie”.

Pattie comes further in the living room and takes you in her arms “I know how important this is for you” she whispers in your ear so that Justin doesn’t hear it .