Living your dream

chapter 12

Chapter 12

“what, baby we can’t run from the cops!” Justin yells in a high voice with a bit of panic in it, you feel yourself get mad “look do you love me or not?” you snap at him knowing damn well what would happen if you just stay there, you won’t see Justin ever again your dad is gonna make sure of that.

“off course I love you, you know that” he snaps back “than get in the fucking car and drive!” you shout now really pissed, Justin looks at you his eyes hard and full of anger, for a split second you think he’s just going to hand you over to the cops and worse to your dad but then his eyes change and they are full of love again , “okay let’s do it” he says and gets in the car starting the engine, you look back to see the two cars are almost are almost at where you are, you quickly  jump in the care and put on your seatbelt , Justin steps on the gas and the car shoots forward.

You keep looking straight ahead afraid to look behind you when you feel Justin’s hand take yours, looking to the side to Justin you see his eyes full of remorse “I’m so sorry I hesitated baby” he apologizes squeezing your hand, “no I’m the one that needs to say sorry,I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that” you whisper looking at your lap not wanting to look at him, “you don’t need to apologize , I understand, I would have snapped too” his hand goes to your thigh gently rubbing it “you can relax now baby” he says in a soothing voice, you let out a deep breath and feel your tense body relax, you find the nerve to look in the rearview mirror and you see you got rid of the cops and your dad, ‘I think we lost them” you say letting out a sigh and feeling relieved, “with the speed we’re going that’s not so hard” Justin points out a smile coming on his face, “how fast are we going ?” you ask not really wanting to know the answer but curious you lean in to look at the speedometer seeing it indicates a little over 100 mph, “Justin can we go a bit slower?” you ask worried and quite frankly scared, “I don’t feel comfortable at this speed” you add.

“relax baby,I’m used to driving fast you know to shake off the paparazzi”  he says reassuring his hand still on your knee gently squeezing it, you takes his hand and put it on the wheel,”I would like you to keep both hands on the wheel if you don’t mind” you say worried and a bit scared , you sit back  in your seat pulling your seatbelt on even tighter.

His hand goes back to your cheek , his fingers brushing against your skin , you lean in to his touch for a second before taking his hand and placing it back on the wheel “just keep your hands there for the time being and your eyes on the road” . a small grin appears on Justin’s face “if that makes you more relaxed “ he smirks , “it does “ managing to put a small smile on your face you start to relax again still feeling somewhat uncomfortable cause of the speed you’re going but Justin seems to be in control over the car.

After a few minutes of silence you turn to Justin , he’s concentrated on driving which makes you feel more at ease “Justin?” you quietly ask not wanting to distract him “hmmm” he mumbles not taking his eyes off the road “what are we gonna do now?” you ask

“what do you mean?” Justin asks confused giving you a quick look while raising a brow , “well with my dad and the police and all, you know they gonna come looking for us?” you refer to what happened at the hotel.

“don’t worry about that, we’ll figure something out” he assures you giving you a loving smile but you see worry in his eyes , you look down at your hands biting your lip and you can’t help but feel guilty, “what’s wrong baby?” Justin asks concerned when he sees the look on your face, looking up to face him you say “it’s all my fault that you’re gonna be in trouble with the police” letting out a sigh , not slowing his speed Justin looks at you “don’t say that baby, I love you and I would do anything  to be with you” he comforts you taking your hand and pecking it , “but if it wasn’t for me you wouldn’t be in this mess, it could ruin your carreer” you continue still feeling guilty.

“you don”t have to worry about my carreer,I’m sure my beliebers will understand” his eyes are now focused on you and not the road still going at the same fast speed, “maybe we should just go back and turn me in to the police and I can go back home, things would be so much easier” you think out loud , a frown appears on Justin’s face “what the hell are you talking about” he raises his voice , “I thought you loved me?” he asks confused and scared, scared to lose you, taking a deep breath you look up to him seeing pain in his eyes ,if he could he would start crying and that’s the last thing you want “off course I love you, more than anything but ….” And before you can finish that sentence Justin interrupts you “ don’t baby, I’m not letting anyone or anything take you away from me okay?” he states in a way making no room for discussion.

Letting out another breath you nod indicating that you understand “I won’t talk about it anymore” you apologize giving Justin a sweet smile , “come here so I can kiss you” gesturing for you to come closer, taking  off your seatbelt you lean in to him , he wraps his one arm around your waist pulling you as close as possible, his other hand still on the wheel, you bring your face closer to his and your lips meet and you feel that tingling  feeling in your body whenever he kisses you knowing there is no way you can live without him.

“I love you Justin” you whisper to his lips , “I love you too baby” he whispers back in his low and sexy voice making the muscles in your lower half to start throbbing and you can’t wait till you get out of the car and you can hold him in your arms, moving back to your seat, you put your seatbelt back on , “are you okay now?” Justin asks still concerned , “yeah I’m fine now” you reassure him.

“good now sit back and relax” he says smiling taking your hand again and kissing the top closing his eyes for a split second while doing that, giving him a loving smile back you turn your head to the front to face the road when you feel your heart drop when you see the car heading for a tree.

"JUSTIN WATCH OUT" you yell in panic and you see the tree come closer very fast, next thing you know you hear a big crash and everything goes black.

You don’t know how long you have been unconscious  when you hear sirens and people talking and shouting in the distance, everything is very blurry in your head “miss are you okay, squeeze my hands if you can hear me” someone is talking to you but you don’t know who and you feel them poking at you, suddenly you feel a sharp pain in your head and shoulder and you start to remember what happened.

“Justin?” you mumble and your eyes flatter open, “glad to have you back with us miss” you see a person leaning over you “are you in any pain?” he asks calmly “no I’m fine” you say quick ignoring the sharp pain in your head and shoulder more worried about Justin cause you can’t see or hear him.

You look around you to see that you’re next to the car lying on the road “where is Justin?” you ask in a high voice and a wave of panic comes over you when you can’t see him, there are so many people around the car so he must be still inside , you try to get up but your head is spinning “you need to keep still miss” you hear the same voice saying to you two hands keeping you from getting up, “but I need to see Justin”  you shout in panic, “don’t worry they are taking care of him” the voice says soothing both of his hands still holding you back.

“LET ME GO I NEED TO SEE JUSTIN” you yell out the panic growing stronger and you push the two hands away surprised by your own strength , getting up you ignore the dizziness and head over to the car to find Justin , “we need to get him out of the car now or we’re gonna lose him” you hear a voice say anxious and you feel like your heart is gonna stop beating any second now hearing those words “ NO JUSTIN !!!!” you cry out tears falling over your face, pushing everyone out of your way you move closer to the car afraid of what you gonna see but you need to see him , when you reach the car you see it’s wrapped around the tree and Justin is still in the driver’s seat , his head hanging back on the headrest, there is blood everywhere and he’s not moving.

“OMG JUSTIN !!” you howl placing your hand in front of your mouth , feeling the air being pushed out if your lungs when you see him lying there, “miss you need to step back and let us do our job” a soothing voice tells you and someone pushes you back, at this point you don’t have the strenhgt to fight back.

You are brought back to the paramedic that first took care of you when suddenly you hear someone scream “WE’RE LOSING HIM,GET HIM OUT NOW!”

You feel your heart drop and your knees go weak and you pass out again.