Living your dream

chapter 29

Chapter 29

“stop thinking like that” you think to yourself, he’s your dad not some kind of psychopath but the more you think about it the more you start to get convinced he’s planning something to keep you away from Justin, he never made it a secret he didn’t like the fact of you guys being together. You shake of the thought cause it’s to ridiculous, you’re probably just being paranoid but on the other hand if he really wants to talk to you and give you his blessing than why doesn’t he just come home and why does he want to talk to you alone ?

“stop it (y/n) you’re driving yourself crazy” .

“so can I tell him you’re coming ? “ your mom interrupts your thoughts, you’re still doubting if it’s a good idea to go but what are you going to tell your mom what the reason is that you don’t want to go, if you tell her the truth she’s gonna be mad and think you’re crazy so you say yes hoping that uncomfortable feeling something bad is gonnna happen isn’t true.

“good I’ll call him back” she says happy and leaves the room.

You turn to Justin , he’s looking at you  , arms crossed with a look on his face that says are you going to tell me what is going on in that head of yours, “damn he knows me so good” you think smiling at him shy . “what?” you ask when he keeps looking at you . “don’t what me girly, what’s going on ? you had that scared look on your face , the one you had when you saw your dad coming when we were about to run away just before the accident” .

“ can you read my mind now or what ? “

“ no but I know you and I know there is something bothering you “ he says , the look on his face turning softer , taking your hand he looks you right in the eyes and whispers “ you know you can trust me baby” .

He’s not gonna let this go so you might aswell tell him , you take a deep breath and tell him everything what’s on your mind , he listens carefully without interrupting you . when you’re done there is a frown on his forehead, he’s processing what you just told him , “you think I’m crazy don’t you? “ you say and you wish you never told him. Justin looks at you shaking his head “ no baby of course not, I don’t really know your dad like you do, there must be something that has you thinking like that” he says reassuring .

Relieved Justin doesn’t think you’re a complete nutcase you let out a deep breath that you’ve been holding in all this time.

“I don’t know anymore what to think Justin, i know he would do anything to keep me away from you or my mom is right and he changed his mind”

Justin leans back in your bed on his elbows letting out a sigh “do you want me to go with you ? “ he asks and you hear by the sound of his voice he’s worried. You’re not sure if that’s such a good idea but on the other hand what if your dad is planning something , you’re feeling so confused at the moment, and you’re mad at yourself for even thinking like that but it has to come from somewhere.

“yeah maybe but don’t come inside, if I feel something is wrong I’ll call you, just wait outside” . knowing that Justin is gonna be just a few feet away reassures you a bit more and you finally can breathe and stop worrying about it, you’re probably wrong anyway, those kind of things only happen in movies. You drop the subject and start helping Justin to pack. By the time you’re done packing it’s already dark outside, the moment of you meeting your dad comes closer and the anxiety comes back. After having dinner you decide to go to bed early.

You had a restless night when Justin wakes you up , moaning and groaning you turn around not wanting to get up and face reality, you still have that uncomfortable feeling in your stomach when you think about meeting your dad, after pushing you around some more Justin starts kissing your neck and shoulders causing that you don’t want to get up at all “c’mon baby you need to get up, the sooner you get this over with the sooner you’ll be at ease and the sooner we can leave” he whispers in your ear. “but I don’t want to” you whine, burying your face in your pillow you act like you’re sleeping again when you suddenly feel 2 arms underneath you and lifts you up from your comfortable bed , Justin caries you in his arms to the bathroom and puts you down on your feet in front of the shower.