Living your dream

chapter 30

Chapter 30

Justin’s pov

Shocked by (y/n) ‘s call you run as fast as you can, “if he hurts her I’ll never forgive myself”. The adrenalin is rushing through your veins feeling angry when you think about your girl being scared and alone with him, at this point you don’t really know what you’re going to do when you get there, the way you’re feeling now you’re capable of doing anything, “no one hurts my girl, not even her own father”.

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Your pov

Your dad is still banging on the door trying to get in and you don’t know how much longer you can keep holding the door, “why are you doing this to me?” you shout scared through the door hoping to distract him until Justin gets here,  he stops trying to open the door when he hears the fear in your voice.

“I just want to keep you from making a mistake” . apparently your question surprised him, his voice sounds much calmer, “I’m sorry sweetheart, I don’t want you to get hurt, please come out so we can talk about this”. You’re not sure what to do and if he means it, you think about it for a few seconds and knowing Justin is gonna be here any second now you carefully open the door seeing your dad sitting on the bed his head buried in his hands and he seems to be crying.

“oh darling I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me” he apologizes . you stand there looking at him still shaking and scared but you also feel sorry for him , “does he really mean it or is this just another act” you think , scared to go any closer . “you really scared me dad” . cautiously you walk over to him ready to run back into the bathroom if he would try something.

He looks up to you with tears in his eyes, the look on his face seems genuine , when he stands up and starts to approach you , you stop in the middle of the room still wary, “i don’t want you to be scared of me” he whispers guilty when he sees the scared look in your eyes.

“can you forgive me?” he asks his eyes facing the floor cause he’s too embarrassed to look at you or so it seems, but it looks like he had a change of heart .

“I don’t know dad, you really scared me and hurt my feelings, I want to forgive you but it’s gonna take some time” you let him know. “I understand and that’s only fair” he replies, he takes a few steps closer but stops when he sees you’re taking a step back, “please sweetheart I just want to give you a hug”.

“last time you hugged me you took my phone away, I just don’t trust you anymore” you say , with another step closer to you he’s now so close that he could grab you if he wanted but he doesn’t, he genuine seems sorry about his actions .

Suddenly you hear someone banging on the door “baby where are you?” you hear the familiar voice of Justin and there is a wave of relief coming over you, you’re so glad he’s here, all you want is to leave this room as soon as possible. “Justin I’m here, I’m okay” you let him know turning your head to the door not being able to see what your dad is doing, just when you want to head over to the door to open it you feel 2 arms grab you locking you tight so you can’t move at all. “don’t you dare come in you punk!” your dad yells his voice turned from friendly and apologizing to threatening . “baby what’s happening?” Justin yells back not knowing what’s going on , “Justin help !!” you yell in panic and scared to death.

“you fucking bastard!” Justin shouts pissed and start crashing into the door with all his force, you don’t know how he’s done it but after a few seconds the door breaks and flies open, Justin runs inside furious , without saying another word he punches your dad in the face making him lose the grip on you, Justin pulls you away from your dad into  his arms and you finally feel safe again. Shaking and crying you hold on to him tight. Before you leave the room Justin turns to your dad “if you touch her again I’ll kill you” giving him another punch in the face so hard your dad falls to the floor with a bloody nose. Justin’s voice sounds so pissed and you know he means what he said. He takes your hand and leads you out of the room not giving your dad another look.

Once your outside Justin turns you and looks at you “are you okay baby?” he asks worried, shaking your head you let him know you’re not and before you know it you break down and fall on the floor crying. Justin kneels down and takes you in his arms “hey baby it’s okay you’re safe now” he whispers, the sound of his voice and his arms around you have a calming effect on you.

You’re in no state to walk so Justin picks you up and caries you out the hotel to the car “can you stand on your feet a few seconds? I have to open the door” he asks worried. “yeah I’m feeling better” you assure him but as soon as Justin puts you down you feel like your legs are going to give in underneath you, “just hold on to me” Justin says when he sees how much your shaking. He opens the door and lets you get in the car, after he takes place in the driver’s seat he turns his head to look at you “baby  I think you should see a doctor, you’re in shock”.

“no please don’t leave me!” you shout in panic “I just want to go home and feel your arms around me” you say in a calmer voice now, “okay but you’ll have to tell your mom what happened” .

“I know but not now,I don’t want to talk to anyone “ .

“I understand” and without saying another word Justin takes you face in his hand and gives you the most loving kiss he ever gave you, you really don’t want to think about what could have happened if he wasn’t there.

Throughout the whole ride home Justin never lets go of your hand and looks at you from time to time to make sure you’re still okay but he doesn’t say a word. At this moment him being with you holding you is all you want and need, he’s the only one you feel safe with. It’s just a short ride home but you play the events of the last hour over and over in your head wondering what happened to make your dad be like that, this isn’t the man you have known your whole life. You don’t know what to tell your mom cause you’re afraid she won’t believe you. Most likely your dad already called her and gave him a whole other version of what happened, but you don’t want to think about it, you just want to lie in Justin’s arms and forget everything.

When you look back up you’re already home and to be honest you don’t want to go inside, you know your mom is gonna ask questions and you can’t do this right now. “can we go straight upstairs, I don’t want to see my mom right now” you ask Justin after he parked the car. “sure baby , if you want I’ll talk to her” he offers with a sweet smile on his face. “thanks Justin but this is something I have to do myself, I just need to sort things out in my head first”. Justin nods indicating he understands you and gets out of the car, when you open your door he’s already there, “you good to walk?”.

“yeah I feel better” you let him know and you carefully get out of the car, testing first of your legs are gonna carry you , you never knew an emotional shock would have so many impact on your body but then again you went through it once before after the accident. Justin takes your hand and helps you stand up, your legs feeling a lot stronger.

Holding Justin’s hand tight you go in the house and right upstairs but your mom beat you to it, halfway up the stairs you hear her angry voice “what the hell happened (y/n) ? what did you say to your father?”. This is what you were afraid of, he called her and told her a complete different story about what happened.  Your mom sounds so angry, you never seen her like this. “I don’t want to talk about it now”. You feel tears building up and you quickly run upstairs until you break down again Justin following you.

“you can’t just walk away you lady with giving me an explanation” you hear your mom yell. “not now mom” you yell back.

“fine but know that you’re not leaving this house until I know what’s going on, your dad is on his way”. Those last words hit you like someone just stabbed you in the chest and you freeze.

“we’re leaving now Justin” you voice sounds calm and determent but you don’t feel calm at all, panic is building up and you want to leave before you’re dad gets here,Justin doesn’t say a word and starts packing the most necessary things.

A few minutes later you both run back downstairs and out to door without saying goodbye to your mom. It breaks your heart that you have to go like this but you have no choice, you don’t want to face your dad and it’s obvious your mom takes his side.

When you’re just about to get in the car another car pulls into the driveway stopping right behind Justin’s car blocking you from driving away, your heart stops beating when you see your dad gets out with a smug look on his face “did you really think I was going to leave it at this?”.