Living your dream

chapter 6

chapter 6

Justin puts you down and you're both in tears now,he kisses you, a kiss filled with passion "i thought i could do this but i can't" he says out of breath from the kiss and trying to control his emotions.

now you're the one thats being strong , you want nothing more than to stay with Justin but you know you're parents won't allow it before you finish school, you take Justin's head in your hands looking in his teary eyes 

"Justin don't do this to me, i want nothing more than to be with you but i have to finish school i promised my parents remember?" you say stroking his cheeks with your thumbs 

he takes a breath looking back at you "i know but can't we ask your parents if you can finish school like i did on the road?" he asks almost in a begging way. 

you shake your head and you can't resist that look af sadness in his eyes , it hurts you to see him cry like that and you agree "okay we'll try and convince them but i can't promise antything" 

"i know baby but if we don't ask we won't know" he says in a much happier voice now, "what am i gonna do with you,you're making it impossible for me to resist you' you say shaking your head and you bring his face closer giving him

a long and passionte kiss.

"you can"t resist me cause you love me" he says teasing and he takes your hand leading you back to the house,you go to the front door to the kitchen where your parents are "uhm mom,dad" you say you say hesitating,they turn their heads 

looking suprprised to see Justin there "oh i thought you already left jstin" your dad says confused

Justin looks down at his feet and for the first time since you met he's shy and you even see his face turning red , a side of him you found very cute and you can't help but smile

you squeeze his hand letting him know he should say something and he looks up to your parents "uhm yeah i did leave but i couldn't do it,i can't leave her, i love her too much" he says rubbing the back of his head still shy 

"ooh" your dad says surprised about Justin's answer, "so you're gonna spend the night here than i suppose?" your mom asks justin , you look at Justin encouraging to ask your parents if you can go with him now 

he looks back at your parents "well the thing is we were wondering if you would let (y/n) come with me now,she can finish her school on the road like home schooling , i did it too and it graduated" he says hope sounding in his voice 

your parents look at each other and than to you "we had a feeling this might happen so we talked about it when you were outside and i'm sorry but we can't allow that,it's only 3 more months and this is an important year for her,with finals and her thesis$

she has to do,and i'm sory justin but i'm afraid when she's with you she won't concentrate on her schoolwork" you hear the words but they don't sink in , in the back of your head you knew they were gonna say no

but still you hoped they woud say yes,you feel tears filling your eyes as you start crying,you let go of Justin's hand and storm upstairs to your bedroom falling down on your bed letting all the tears out now that you're alone.

you hear someone knocking at your door "go away" you yell not knowing who it is and you hear the door go open hearing Justin's familiar voice "it's just me baby,can i come in?" he asks his voice sounding worried and sad 

you sit up and look at him your eyes red from crying , you nod letting him know it's okay to come in and he sits next to you on your bed,looking around seeing your room full with posters of him