Living your dream

chapter 17

Chapter17

Touched by how shy and insecure he is you feel tears forming in the corner of your eyes “I thought you would never ask” you say smiling but with a trembling voice .

“did I say something wrong?” Justin asks surprised by your emotional response , “no off course not, just the opposite “ you assure him, you take his hand and place it on your cheek his hand now cupping your face , “you have no idea how much I missed this” you whisper overwhelmed by emotions , “wait, are we a couple?” he asks startled an amused look appearing on his face , “mhmmm” you mumble nodding your head enjoying his touch.

“woooow cool, I never thought I would have such a beautiful girlfriend” he smirks amazed , his enthusiasm making you laugh, “what’s so funny?”

“you are” you inform him grinning a frown forming on his face not knowing why he’s so funny , “this is so different to the first time we met, then it was me that was shy” you say answering the confused look on his face, “but we’ll talk about that later” . taking his hand in yours you kiss it gently while sitting on his bed beside him moving as close to Justin as you can “ I believe you asked me a question” you breathe placing your hand on his face Justin leaning in to your touch , you lean in closer until your face is just in front of his , your lips gently touching his , this is just like the first time he kissed you only now it’s the other way around, for him it’s the first time he kisses you, the feeling of his lips on yours is so much better than the first time, you feel so overwhelmed , excited and nervous too, it’s really like falling in love with him all over again only now the feeling is 10 times stronger.

You close your eyes your hands reaching for his face taking it in your hands and deepening the kiss, never wanting this moment to stop, at this point you don’t care that he lost his memory, he loves you and that’s all that matters to you. While you’re there kissing him all that’s happened the last few days come flashing through your head , tears rolling down your face into his mouth while his lips are still attached to yours, he tastes your tears and pulls away from the kiss with a confused look on his face “did I do something wrong?” he asks careful not knowing why you’re crying. “no please don’t think that, it’s just …..” you start shaking your head hesitating to continue , “what is it? you can tell me” he encourages you with a loving smile.

Justin moves to the side of the bed tapping his hand on the empty spot next to him “come here baby” , you move over to the empty spot covering yourself with the bed covers Justin wrapping his arm around your shoulder pulling you close to him , you rest you head on his chest and take a deep breath before you start telling him everything, from the first time he noticed you on twitter (off course you had to explain what twitter is cause he doesn’t know) to the first time you met, your first kiss, the first time you guys  had sex , the fight with your parents to the day you were running from the police and your dad which ended with the car crash .

The whole time you were talking Justin never interrupted you his hand gently going up and down your arm in a soothing way , after you’re done talking you look up to him seeing that he’s crying , “oh baby don’t cry , we’re back together and you’re fine, that’s all that matters” you comfort him placing your hand on his cheek leaning in and kissing him , putting all the love you feel for him into that kiss , “but I feel bad that I don’t remember any of it” he says apologizing his voice hoarse from the tears , “noooo please don't feel bad, you will get your memory back I’m sure” you comfort him in a loving way , “so everyone keeps telling me that but it’s so frustrating that I can’t even remember who I am” he states angry at himself , “don’t be mad at yourself , just take it one day at a time, everything will come back and I will help you with that” you assure him “but not today, now I just want to enjoy each other’s company”  you say smiling putting your head back on his chest.