TILL INFINITIES END

AUTHOR'S NOTE

Hello to the one reading this.

If you're reading this, it means that you've finished reading this book. Firstly thank you, for spending time after my little piece of art.

I am Dhyana, 18 years old, juggling between my medical studies and this secret talent of writing (and also, a lil' bit of fitness if you ignore my lazy-ass behavior with it sometimes.)

I hope you liked this work. I know, it's the last part of infinity series and it's not a bookish-happy ending for one my characters. And you have every right to question endings, especially in books! But I think I told you, didn't I? That the theme for this book is- some stories have to end, so that other's could begin. 

And despite of how you thought of it in the first half, now you know which one had to end so that the other could begin! 

But let me tell you, I thought a lot about this and then I chose this ending. Reason? Here's why.

Since I published my first book, I get emails saying that some of my readers want something till infinity, just like Varun and Aarushi. At first, I was very very happy, that I was able to deliver a good piece of work where people desire to get something like this in their real life too. But eventually, I grew with what we call 'life' and i realized one bittersweet truth as well- nothing and no one stays till infinity. Nature itself has set that pattern of evolution, and everyone has to go through it some or the other day.

And, I hate to break this... but I am a liar. Well, not a liar, but someone who hides the other half of the truth. 

And I did.

When I said that I want to dedicate this book to my 14 year old self, I was not lying but it's not JUST the old dhyana I want to dedicate this book to. There is someone in my mind for whom I wrote this book. He was the Sam to my Tia. 

Even I myself lost the person I loved the most, the one I wrote this book for. If you would've asked me 2.5- 2 years ago, he was my life- and perhaps I thought my only reason to live in the trail of events I was going through. And how I thought that he was the one, but then life happened and I never got a chance to tell him that I loved him. And right now he's happy, with someone else, whom he loves. And that's how I thought my infinity ended.

(right now, all I can promise is that Tia was not fictional, well some part of the storyline was, but not Tia, she's me.)

But is that it, Huh? So there's no infinity in this world? Should we hang the person who invented this word?

**dramatically laughs**

Well, this is my concept for infinity which is utterly justified in my brain. Infinity is something that stays forever, without changing it's state, it's intensity and it's occurrence. And it's nowhere written that it has to be a person or a relation, it is so much more than these time-bound things. Any person is bound to leave, any relation is bound to end, but does that mean that we can't cherish it forever?

No.

If that were it, no one in this world would be taking therapies for break-ups and demises, even years later to the incident. It happens because people have the remembrances- which are infinity in themselves.

And let me take my own example, I faced a major heartbreak from the one I loved the most, the one for whom my heart was the most innocent and pure, and it's been around 2.5 years. (and the fact that this thing happened right a year-and-a-half later to my break up, is even more hurting.)

Yes, I did cry, and I also did let go of that pain. But I still smile when I remember our memories; those late night chats, that video call, that date, that flirt- everything still brings the same smile on my face even after the relations have changed. I don't talk to him anymore, I don't know what he's up to, I talk to him maybe once in 6 months or so, but...the memories they stopped paining because I realized that...for this relation maybe they were my infinity.