I have a shit ton of homework, also, the dude that I've liked for a year has a girlfriend now and I'm dying. It feels like I lost someone even though they weren't mine to being with, anyways.
MY ALBUM ARRIVED AND I'M SO HAPPY 😍😍
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The morning sun began to seep through the blinds as the alphas stirred awake one by one. Chan, always the first to rise, blinked slowly, adjusting to the early light. He looked around, spotting Minho, Changbin, and Hyunjin already up as well, their movements quiet and careful not to disturb Seungmin and the omegas still asleep in the next room.
Chan stretched his arms above his head, yawning before shooting the others a knowing glance. "Let's get breakfast started before they wake up."
Minho nodded, already waddling quietly towards the kitchen and pecked Chan on the lips. "I'll help. The omegas are going to be tired when they get up, especially with the mating season approaching."
Changbin chuckled, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. "Yeah, better to feed them early. Plus, it'll help distract them from what's coming."
Hyunjin followed closely behind, glancing over his shoulder at the door where the omegas slept. His usual playful demeanor was subdued, a touch of worry creasing his brows. "I just hope they handle it okay. Last time was tough on Felix and Jisung, remember?"
Minho hummed in agreement, setting out ingredients. "We'll make sure they are taken care of."
The kitchen was soon filled with the scent of breakfast being prepared: eggs, rice, and a variety of side dishes. Changbin flipped pancakes with ease, his strong hands moving with practiced precision. Minho stirred a pot of soup, his eyes occasionally drifting to the door leading to the omegas, Chan focused on cutting fruit.
But just as they began plating the food, a potent scent began to flood the air. It was a rich mix of strawberry, vanilla, and honey, unmistakable in its intensity.
Hyunjin froze mid-step, his head snapping toward the source of the scent. "Fuck..."
The alphas exchanged quick glances, their instincts kicking in. The omegas had all entered their heats.
Chan was the first to react, rushing towards the door. He opened it cautiously, and the sight that greeted him was chaos.
Jisung and Jeongin were already tangled together in a mess of limbs on the bed, their bodies flush with heat, their hands clutching at each other's bodies desperately. Both were whimpering, crying and moaning, their scents mingling as they sought comfort from each other.
And then, there was Felix.
Felix was on the floor, his small frame trembling, his skin flushed with the deep, unbearable burn of heat. His eyes were squeezed shut, tears streaming down his cheeks as he clutched at his stomach, his soft cries barely more than broken whimpers. He was trying to control himself, to hold back the overwhelming need that consumed him, but it was too much. The scent of the alphas, the heat in his body--it was unbearable.
Minho and Changbin quickly moved to help Jisung and Jeongin, gently pulling them apart and guiding them into separate rooms where they could ride out their heats comfortably and safely.
But Chan knelt beside Felix, his heart breaking at the sight of him. Felix's usual shy and reserved demeanor was gone, replaced with a raw, primal need. His eyes fluttered open as Chan's scent filled the air around him, and he reached out, his fingers trembling as they brushed against Chan's arm.
"H-Hyung," Felix's voice was a whisper, weak and pained. "I... I need to go home. Please... I can't--"
Chan's heart clenched at the sound of Felix's voice, filled with desperation and exhaustion. He could see how hard Felix was trying to control himself, to hold back the overwhelming desires to just jump on Chan that surged through him.
Gently, Chan gathered Felix into his arms, lifting him effortlessly into a bridal carry. Felix immediately buried his face into Chan's chest, his body trembling, his soft whines muffled against the alpha's skin, scenting him softly.
Chan could feel Felix's scent clinging to him--sweet and intoxicating--but he fought to keep himself calm. This wasn't about him; it was about Felix and what he needed. Felix's body was burning with heat, but he was still trying to hold himself together, even now.
"It's okay, Lixie," Chan murmured softly, pressing a peck on Felix's hair. "I'll take you home. You don't have to go through this here."
Felix whimpered softly, his fingers clinging to the fabric of Chan's shirt as the alpha carried him out of the house. The cool morning air hit them as Chan walked toward his car, trying to keep his own instincts in check.
He could feel Felix's scent swirling around him, the sweet mixture of strawberry--Felix's scent--with a little vanilla and a little bit of honey from Jisung and Jeongin making it harder to focus, but Chan gritted his teeth and carefully placed Felix into the passenger seat.
Felix shifted, his eyes half-lidded as he reached out to Chan once more, his fingers grazing the alpha's cheek before he pulled back, biting his lip.
I need to control myself.
Felix control.
Control, control, control.
Selfcontrol Felix.
Shit.
I need to go home right now before I fucking pounce on him and don't let him breathe until I'm on his dick. I need to go home right now.
FUCK ME!
"Hyung... I-I need you to--" His voice cracked, and he curled in on himself, wrapping his arms around his stomach as another wave of heat hit him.
Chan buckled Felix in, his jaw tight as he forced himself to stay calm. "I know, Lixie. I know." His voice was gentle but firm. "I'm going to get you home, and you can take care of yourself there. You're safe with me, okay?"
Felix nodded weakly, his hands clutching at the seatbelt as Chan started the car. The drive to Felix's apartment felt like it stretched on forever. Felix kept whimpering in pain, his body twisting as he tried to find a comfortable position. He stuck his head out the window in an attempt to escape the overwhelming scent of Chan beside him, his breaths coming in shallow gasps.
Chan clenched the steering wheel tightly, his eyes darting between the road and Felix. He wanted nothing more than to hold him, to soothe the pain Felix was feeling, but he knew this wasn't the time. Felix needed space, and Chan would respect that, no matter how hard it was to keep his own instincts in check.
By the time they arrived at Felix's apartment, the omega was barely holding on, his body trembling violently as Chan unbuckled him and helped him out of the car.
Once inside, Chan guided Felix to his bedroom, laying him gently on the bed. Felix immediately curled up, his body shaking as he pressed his face into the pillow, whimpering softly.
Chan hesitated for a moment, his hand hovering over Felix's back. He wanted to help--he wanted to stay--but he knew Felix needed this time alone and wasn't in his right state of mind.
"I'll be right outside if you need me," Chan whispered, his voice soft but filled with care. "Call me if you need anything, okay?"
Felix nodded weakly, his body trembling as another wave of heat hit him. Chan stepped back, leaving Felix to ride out the storm in the safety of his own home, though the alpha's heart ached to stay.
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