Felix and his group of friends appeared to be living happily, each in a relationship, savoring the joys of life--except Felix.
He felt a growing sense of isolation as his friends refused to disclose the identities of their partners.
This secrecy d...
– Stayed in a relationship because fear felt safer than loneliness – Thought being smaller, quieter, better would make you lovable – Starved for control – Been hurt by someone who said they loved you – Smiled in public and shattered in private – Felt like a burden just for existing – Wanted peace more than life – Chose silence because screaming got you nowhere – Loved someone and still felt alone – Held on so tight to hope, it cut your palms open This book is for you.
What to Expect:
A boy with scars on his skin and deeper ones in his mind. A boy who was treated like a doll instead of a son. Friends who’ve been broken, betrayed, and still try to love again. An act of grief so quiet, so personal.
‼️Content Warnings (because real pain deserves real care): – Abuse (emotional, physical, sexual – non-graphic but heavy) – Self-harm & suicidal ideation/attempt – Eating disorders, body dysmorphia – PTSD, panic attacks, anxiety, depression – Grief, trauma, drowning – Emotional manipulation, mental illness, hopelessness
Quotes from the Book:
“He said he was better now, but his eyes still flinched at love.”
“It wasn’t about beingthin. It was about disappearing.”
“I don’t want to die. I just don’t want to be here.”
“He kissed him like he wasn’t planning on staying.”
“He just walked into the only place that ever felt like home.”
💬 This isn’t just my second book.
This is my quiet scream. This is someone’s goodbye letter. This is the pain no one talks about--put in ink. It doesn’t end how you want. But maybe that’s the point.
If you’ve ever wanted to feel seen, maybe this book will find you the way the ocean found him—softly, silently, completely.
Dear people, I present to you:
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"Jisung?" By yours truly. 🎀
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Grab some snacks, some tissues and get ready to be...
