Sometimes, it happened.
He was back in this room.
He could clearly feel his throat scratch as he yelled to get out of the room, banging his hands on the door until it drew blood.
He could clear feel the hands of 7 or 8 men holding him tightly from left to right, while another one banged his head on the wall until he fell unconscious.
He could hear their yells, putting shame on him for loving someone.
He could feel them restrict his moves.
His moves were actually restricted.
Waking up with a gasp from the nightmare, he was hyperventilating. He couldn't breathe, as if something was pressing on his chest.
He wanted to stand up and walk around in his room, hoping it would ease his sprinting mind.
But he couldn't.
He was trapped, he couldn't move.
The hands wrapping his waist so tightly were blocking him, trapped like an animal in a cage like he was before.
He screamed, at the top of his lungs, feeling hopeless, feeling terrified.
Minho woke up instantly at the scream, panicked as well.
And as he felt the boy squirming in his hold, he let him go right away, standing up abruptly from the bed to leave him space.
Jisung rolled out of the bed in panic, walking in all fours until the door, before sitting on the ground to regain his breath.
Minho stared widly, slowly sitting again on the bed and raising his hands on the air.
"Love, I'm-" He tried to apologize, realizing in how much of a danger Jisung seemed to feel.
At the sound of his voice, Jisung shakingly stood up, blindly searching for the knob of the door on his back, before escaping the room quickly.
Minho didn't what do say or to do, but he heard the door of the bathroom close, and he couldn't help but feeling his heart sink.
He felt guilty, he felt bad.
He didn't want to hold him so tightly, his asleep state had done it.
He didn't want Jisung to be scared again, he just wanted to make him feel safe.
After a few minutes, he walked to the bathroom.
The door was locked, but anyway, Minho wasn't going to try to get inside.
He approached the door, wanting to be heard.
"My love" He said so softly "Tell me you're okay ?"
As soon as he talked, he heard something fall from inside the bathroom.
Mostly Jisung who got spooked from the sound, and must have panicked again.
He stepped back from the door.
He couldn't help him out. Anything he would do at this very moment would spook his boy again.
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Clueless Boy - Minsung
FanfictionAU - Roommates Jisung is highly uneducated, and Minho seems to be losing patience. Until Minho finds out Jisung can be a lot more than what he seems to be. TW Homophobia Talks about violence Smut ? Sorry for the cliche scenario, but i wanted to writ...
