The Walkers [editing]

Don't Worry My Darling-Lillian

Chapter 27...?

Don't Worry My Darling 

Lillian 

WARNINGUUUUU!! IF YOU LIKE DO NOT APPRECIATE CHILDREN DYING, BEING KILLED AND SHIT THEN STEP BACK AND DON'T READ THIS!!! IT'S NOT THAT BAD BUT HEY PEOPLE ARE SENSITIVE!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! 

I held his small fragile body close to my chest. Bags were heavy underneath my eyes but I've long lost the ability to fall asleep. I'd only get a few hours of rest a day, but knowing that my dear Rye was safe was relaxing enough for me.
"D-Don't worry Rye Darling, you're safe with me..."I reassured him, and like usual he gave no answer, only causing me to draw him closer.
His skin'd been getting worse, it was a little squishy now and was more fragile but I didn't let it bother me. Everyday I would make sure to go through his hair, picking out the maggots trying to eat away at his precious head. Flies continuously flooded the area but I gave no mind to them, only making sure they stay away from Him. Fiddling with the radio in my hand, trying to make it work, I'd noticed his wound in his chest had gotten worse.

"Mum! We have to go! We can't stay here!"Rye shouts at me, grabbing hold of my wrist with his little ten year old hand.
It's been three days into the outbreak and we haven't left the house since. Paul never came home from work and I am left safely with my only son. But I couldn't leave this house! It has too many happy memories of all of us as a beautiful happy family!
"No, Rye. We can't-"
"Mummy! We HAVE to go!"
"Rye- Please don't argue with me-"
"Mum! If you're not going WITH me then I'm going by myself!"he turns stubbornly, towards the door, right inf ront of the kitchen where I stood.
His words echo throughout my mind repeatedly. Inside here I can protect him from the horrors and impurity of the world, the monsters out there... That's when I snap. Gripping the kithen knife until my knuckles go white, I storm after him, grabbing him by the back of his collar back into the house.
"Ouch! Mummy Stop! You're hurti-"I'd never hurt him before.
Never had I raised my hand against him in anger.
Never had I locked him in his room.
Never had I grounded him, punished him or scolded him! But this! This was too much! I drive the sharp blade into his chest, his eyes widen as tears start to spill.
"Rye...darling... Don't leave me... Stay at home... Stay with me forever." His body starts to slump, blood dripping from his mouth, as I draw him into a hearty hug.
His eyes are still wide, tears spilling from the perfect hazel circles.
"Awwh, don't cry Rye... Mummy's here for you."I sing, before I pick him up while patting his back.
Soon enough I feel him stop moving, meaning Either fell asleep or calmed down. I smile while placing him down on his favorite seat on the kitchen table while I return to cooking his favorite meal. His stares blankly towards me, his eyes still wide but the tears have stopped. Rye's leaned carefully on the back of the chair so he's sitting up straight. The bleeding hasn't stopped though, but that's not a problem right now...

"You'd never leave me would you, huh Rye? You'd never leave your Dear Mummy alone..."I whisper to him, while recalling what had happened a few days or weeks ago.

Rye loves music so I'm sure he'll be so happy when I get this radio working again! I trail my hands down to his wound again, I know it's there even though I can't see it because I changed his clothes. But now he can't leave me, ever. It just shows how much we both love each other! The thought of heart warming love brought a smile to my face when I'd suddenly got to a station that was broad casting and working. The reception was horrible but I could still pick out words.

"S-Sur-r-r-r---vivo-o-o--rs-s."it kept cutting in and out and the heavy static in the background made it even harder to tell what they were saying.

Eventually I was able to get the basic message. There were survivors at the CSIOR, where I worked, and they're supposedly trying to make a cure. My plan was to stay with Rye in our warm safe home forever... But at this rate, my trips to the what's left of the supermarkets will start to become less safe, and eventually there will be no more food supplies and medication. So for Rye's sake, I'm going to take this cure on. I worked in the labs at the CSIOR, not full time but I know my science.

"Rye. I'm going to go save the world for you!"I smiled brightly at him, as he returned his usual plain wide eyed look he's had for weeks.
"But don't worry darling..."I hesitated, considering it for a while before speaking again.
"I'm taking you with me. I know I've kept you safe here protected from the horrors out there... But I can't leave you home alone, I don't know how long it'll take. So you're coming with me. Are you excited? Make sure you stay close to me."I stood up from our sofa, lifting him up carefully before placing him down again.
"Awww... Don't be scared, darling. I'll always keep you close to me no matter what. I'll protect you will my life."I whispered, pulling him into a hug.
His back and head losing support from the back of the couch caused a wet 'sloosh' sound mixed with a 'rip'. I quickly checked on my dear Rye, noticing that his skin on his neck had faltered, his head dropping. Carefully I grabbed hold of his head, thick brown blood dripping from the grubby ripped skin at his neck, trying to reattach, his head back to the rest of his body. He didn't stay still for a second, his body falling apart with another wet 'sluck' sound. But within those seconds of his body falling, I was able to catch him. Prevent him from getting hurt or marked.
"Phew! It's alright Rye-poo! I got you!"I laughed almost nervously scared that I could have possibly missed him.
"Well then darling! I'm going to pack us some supplies and we'll be off!" I exclaim excitedly, hiding my nervousness.
I was scared of showing him the reality, but it has to be done, I can't leave him alone. Plus I'm doing this for him. After packing a small bag with a first aid kit, food supplies including water, and all my CSIOR keys, and ID, I headed back to Rye. Contemplating what to do, I couldn't take him with me the state he is now. If I had Something like a neck cast I could, but I didn't have stuff like that. Plus my poor Rye can't even walk. That's when I finally decided.
"Well then let's head off Rye darling!"I lent down lightly, plucking his beautiful head off from the sofa.
Holding him carefully in my arms, his thick blood soaked my arms along with his skin that started to melt off. But I didn't mind I love him so dearly after all.
Leaving his body behind, I promised I would come back for, I headed off with Rye in my arms. The CSIOR wasn't far, practically across the road. Since I had ID and keys it would be easy to get around the place. I'd armed myself with many kitchen knives, my butcher and largest Knife, both equipped in own of my hands, not wanting them to be too close to Darling Rye.
"It'll be alright my dear, I'll protect you with my life!"

A/N Yeah she's one crazy ass mother, but she's just like seriously obsessively in love with her son... in a mother and son way... plus her son is 10.... so ew. XD But Lillian will be helpful in the future, since she knows her science plus she's got all the keys and ID. The part when she was all like super amazing reaction time, will be 'explained' later on, no fantasy shit. ANYWAY!!! I was inspired to write this part from that one creepy chick in Shiki... the one mother with one dead kid in the bathtub... No? Don't worry then... XDD And all the 'wet' sounds I was just all like 'that's what she said' 'that's what she said'... ANWYAY! YOU CAN VOTE, SHARE, OR COMMENT OR FOLLOW IF YOU WANT UP TO YOU I DON'T CONTROL YOUR LIFE!! 

Well that was a long A/N If your like me you probably didn't read that. (Like I do read some people's A/N's if I feel like it)