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Love is a funny feeling ...
One sided love actually...
All my life I've lived under my parents care and maybe love but now its so different .
I don't feel satisfied
I crave for smthn more
I craved for smthn that makes me happy and feel all the kdrama feels that I deserve to feel one day and
....
Anyways
So tan yeah
I miss you yet again yayy😶
I don't know how I'd get over you and how ill ever love someone else
Yes
I really loved you
I love you actually
And I don't think I ever could stop loving you
Yeah
Sometimes I actually wonder how the hell did you manage to do all this to me and how you actually made ur way into my heart that aches ever so deeply for your presence just for a single glance . Just for a simple single interaction just once again
God I wish to see him again
I wish we have the same feelings again
God please huh?
Im crying don't yousee
Im dying don't u see?
God ??? Universe?
You're looking at me right ?
I miss him
I love him
So much so fucking much
He was the only person who liked me
I mean maybe not the only person but ....still the only person I liked back so deeply
The only person who actually made me feel the feelings
And made me fall head over heels
Why would he how could he
Im sorry it was just heat of the moment
Im not feeling well and I'm at my parents house and I'm sick and I'm missing you and I'm missing all the times we had in this city inthat campus
I that class that canteen that corridor everything
It is all just too close to my heart
Yeah well that's it and also
Universe I ask for money
I deserve to be loved by a loving caring man and be rich af

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