My Bestfriend's Daughter | Part III

#54 What I see

#54 What I see

Please Read: A/n:... Bruh, I've been In full, so FULL DEPRESSION these months... Plus school.. I don't have much Schedule in Internet world, or my World but I'm still trying. Sorry for so many days have past since the last chapter post but ee... Here is it !

Ps. NEBEDE KEN DREG ME DEEEWWWWWN 

Zayn's POV

What I feel, is nervous. Its been days since the day we move closer to each other. And yes I am talking about Mari and I.... And I... I... Want Mari to be my girlfriend. But that would be wrong.. Im older than her, and she is my student.. Also she's my bestfriend's daughter! I don't even know if she wants me to be her boyfriend?

But what's right? To leave her and tell her that we cant be together?. Is that even right but It feels wrong... Everything is just... in between.

Damn, I just... I just don't understand anything. I also want to talk to Aleonna today. After the last exam. I just want to forgive and be friends with her again..  I mean, I know she hurt my feelings a lot but, I should've just understand her maybe.. I'm not just enough for her back then. I still want to know, I don't know why.

Its exactly 8 am, before the Last exam and I'm already in the classroom handing out the papers. Also saying good luck to all before leaving it again. Letting all the students do their work. Trusting them too for not cheating, but of course I still know that some of em' will cheat. But that's a part of Teenage life, I don't blame them. ( I have do that too before ;) )

Sighing , thinking about everything. What I want , Is Mari to be happy. I also want to be with her, but that's depend if she want me to.. Be with her. Walking inside the faculty, and sitting on my desk. Drinking my coffee and have a rest. That rhymes aha x I finally could have rest, I feel so tired. Both Physically and Mentally tired. Looking at the door, because I sense someone in front of it... Ps. No, I'm not a dog.

" Zayn " And Aleonna called me. How did I know it was her? Its her voice. OKAY ! Quit nonsense Zayn and just open the damn door and finally talk to her. Ps. How amazayn it is for her to be the first one to talk to me ! ( I SAID QUIT NONSENSE ZAYN ! ) Fine, fine.. 

( A/n: I am sorry for my weirdness. Also this kind of Zayn weirdness ) 

I open up the door, smiling at her. Also arranging my hair, I suddenly felt I look like some stupid ass teacher who look like an old ass, which is stupid. " Oh hey Aleonna, what's up? " Really Zayn? That's what the first thing you say to her? Like nothing happen? like as if she isn't your ex? Nonsense ! Quit it and be more casual.

" I , want to have a chat with you... If you don't mind.. " She replied, head low. Hands holding together. Feet are close to each other. She look, nervous .. and afraid. " Yeah sure, I won't mind " I smiled, ZAYN WHY ARE YOU SMILING?! THAT IS NON--- Nonsense I know, I know.