My Bestfriend's Daughter | Part III

#22 Unspoken Words

#22 Unspoken Words

Marifi's POV

That day ended up.. Nothing.

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Have you ever felt hurt seeing your love one to smile.. But you are not the reason why? 

Have you ever cried every night just by hearing him say I love you but Its not for you?

Have you ever felt down because you know he will never say those things you want to hear ?

No, probably Im just the only one. Or that's what It feels like. I dont know what have I done wrong to deserve such these feelings. I dont know If this was all meant for me. I know Its not his fault, he is just inlove right? or Is it mine because I love someone who I know that cant be mine.

Another week, means another suffering days where I will find Kuya Zayn and Ms. Aleona being happy together. I sigh, one of my habits now, as I close my locker's door seeing Zayn and Aleonna chatting and whispering sweet nothings on each others ear. And then theres me , hoping I'll replace Aleonna on Zayn's heart which is.... hard.. or Impossibe to happen.

I turn the other way, Ignoring my feels and them. I want to be alone... Just now.. Or maybe I just want to forget that I.. I love Zayn... Maybe.

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I sit on my chair and listening to our professor's lesson. Or thats what I suppose to do but all I think about is.... My feelings... My feelings for Zayn. I want to tell him, I want him to know, I want him to stop and realize that every single move he do affects me so much. I feel 'mute' I cant speak, I cant say the words afraid that maybe Kuya Zayn will hate me, mad at me because I love the wrong guy which is him. Since I was a kid I know If he'll be too close to me, My feelings for him will be deeper, deeper as I thought.

" Class dismiss " The professor finally said. Then the next teacher came In , Kuya Zayn. 

" Hello everyone, today we, are doing an art ! I know, Its just a part of a quiz " He smiled, as he say the words or music to my ears. And letting us all know what to do.

" Express your feelings by drawing something " he say, I feel his gaze on mine.. A worried hazel eyes. We all took out our papers and pencils and start to work. 

I know Kuya Zayn loves art, really does I really love the way he draw things like they were real and speacial. I draw too, but I dont think they are too good like Zayn's.

I am still thinking what to draw until finally my hands and fingers began to move with my pencil. I am full of thoughts , full of dreams but I dont think they will come true. I just cant, I cant.

I want to be happy, I really do. But destiny wants the other way. Zayn began walking, checking everyones art and praises them, until he stop in front of me and lppl at my paper looking a bit confuse and such other things.

" Mari... That is so amazing, perfect I would say " He say smiling.

" Thanks " I reply, he nodded slowly before turning away looking at my seatmate's art. I look at my artwork, my drawing of Zayn a smiling one Zayn where there is his happy orbs not the worried eyes that is always looking at me. But a happy one.. Looking at mines.

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Rebecca's POV

I leave Liam, for the best. He wants time, he needed it. I kind of not understand. 

I dont know what to do, I really dont. But I know I have to leave. Forget or just wait I dont know..

Im just gonna go.. where this will end.

If he will find me when he is ready.

To be continue

A/n: Too drama to much.