My Bestfriend's Daughter | Part III

#67 Pluviophile

#67 Pluviophile

Author's note: The following chapters will be written in Third Person's POV.

Everything is not fair, is what Zayn is thinking about right now. Sitting, the dry blood in his shirt made him look like a dead person. But he don't care, he is in the middle of nowhere, a place that maybe could comfort him. He forgot where did he go, and hes just in the woods. The bird tweets seem to go away when it start raining. Zayn closes his eyes, unable to think anything.. or maybe he is done from everything.

Everything hurts, physically and emotion-ally. What happened earlier broke him and he knew that would come. He even thought he deserve it. The punches, the kicks, the words, the tears and everything. He should have stop himself last night, or he should just get away from Marifi before anything this could happen. But no, he isn't regretting them, he should be , but he can't. What happen last night is a treasure, something that he won't share to anyone but the girl who made him like this.

And walking away from Marifi? Won't happen. He is completely, falling hard for her. And he just realized it a few months ago, that he should've have since he know her. But the thing is? He fall inlove in the wrong time. Loving someone who is younger than you, is wrong. Not for Zayn though, age is just numbers. They don't matter. But it is wrong from everyone's eyes.

He have thought what is Marifi doing right now. Probably hurt too, same as him. But he knew Marifi is in the worst situation, and it made him feel bad even more. He didn't come to Louis, Harry or Liam house to stay. He don't deserve to feel comfy and safe. That's why he lay himself down on the grass. While the rain pours on his face, closing his eyes. He can't breath properly but it's okay.

His hopes have died, what should he do? Go back to Marifi and what? He want to be with her, and he knew Marifi loves him too. But will it be alright? Will everything going to be okay if he go and take Marifi out to her parents? Or he should run away from everything and never see Marifi again? He don't know what to choose, to hurt to think about what could hurt him even more.

He just want to see Marifi happy, that would make him happy too. But he don't know how, he forgot how to make the angelic smile on her face, or the laugh.. or he is just starting to forget them all. He have a sick called Pluviophile , he love the rain. He love the way the sky turned quickly into kind of gray and then made people to run to their home , scared. And for the one's who are brave to go outside, he used to be brave. But now? he isn't enjoying the rain, he is appreciating it. The way in pours in his face same time with the flow of his tears, the soothing sound of waters to grass. He love them all.

His bag was on his side, he doesn't care if his clothes will soak on. He don't know where to go, hes so tired from being up all night fights with Niall. From being punched at or anything. All he want to do right now is to hold Marifi, tell her he love her. And no one could change that, nothing. As Zayn look up , the dark sky fade away. He made his choice, and he knew it could save her, even if it will hurt him.

Meanwhile at the Horan's, the house that filled with Happy colors. Yet it all seem to be gray to Niall. The house that used to have laugh's, but you can only hear Niall cry. Niall didn't expect it to happen, no, he didn't expect everything of that 'happen'. He wants what the best for his family, but it don't work that way is it? He just punched his daughter, and they left him. He is full of anger, but now he is full of regrets and tears. He don't know if he want to kill Zayn for this or he want to kill himself. But all he want is for everything to be alright, perhaps, space for now.. to think..

To be continue