My Bestfriend's Daughter | Part III

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Marifi's POV

What I see, did ruin my heart. What I feel, Is like everything has been a joke. I don't know what to say. Aleonna sitting on Zayn's lap. kissing each other like as if they haven't do that for a while, but maybe they have. I am stunned and shock that I can't sink everything in my mind. So I choose to interrupt.

" M-Mr.. Mal-lik " My voice is broken too, just like my heart right now. They both stop and look at me, Zayn eyes wide and she push her aside. " M-mari?! I.. " So I walk closely to him, and slap the test papers on his face. Too much that my tears fall and as I shout " LIAR ! " I cried, then I run.

I run from everything... How could he? He made me believe all those times... he played me, and I am played. I run outside, running home..

When I got home, I jump on my bed. Crying on my pillow, just like my child times when mom refuse to make me an Ice cream and I cry, thanks to daddy who cry too with me because he wants an Ice cream too. At least I'm not alone that time. But now? I am, daddy is not here. And Its not about the Ice cream, It's about the guy who stole my heart that I thought he will keep it safe but instead he throw it away. And all I am asking now is Why? Why did you have to stole it if you're just going to break it?! Why did you have to hurt me? When you could just tell me the truth...

Zayn is .... no.. This reality is cruel. Everything is... Love is just something that will make you happy, but also will make your life go hell. I tried, I try understanding love.. but .. what it shows me is the one who I cant stand. I can't face, I can't live without but I had to leave it.. If I have to right now, I don't know if I will.

" Mari ! " Suddenly my door burst open showing Zayn. He run to me, holding my hand.. He is crying too. " Mari, It's not what you think ! I ... She.. w-we... She j-just w-- " " WHAT ZAYN?! Do you know what I am thinking?! Don't you know what I saw?! It's you and your ex girlfriend who cheated on you Aleonna kissing ! Not just like what friends do! " I stand up, my voice become stronger. But the truth is my insides are breaking.. and this is why I scream... Because I wan't him to know that I am breaking.

" Mari, she did it first ! And I can't get away ! " Zayn said, not letting go of my hand. Even though I am trying to slip away.. He is just stronger " You can't get away?! MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU STILL LOVE HER ! You still love her Zayn don't you? Y-you guys.. you b-both look so happy kissing t-there.. un-stop-pable.. A-and I-I " My tears fall again and again and again. I am sobbing now, but still screaming. " I don't ! But hey ! What about you and Connor kissing?! You did it too ! You kissed him too ! " Now he is fighting back. " I didn't kiss him ! Not with tongue like you guys do ! And what? You don't what Zayn?! " And then he let go of my hand, I don't want him too .. let go of me. His head look down, as I fell too on my knees.

( A/n: Some major drama ... Ps. Some of these are based on my true life D: )

" E-everything has changed , hasn't it Zayn? ... You and Me... It's all because I love you.. and you love someone else.. And now?, we can't go back to when I was just your bestfriend's daughter.. Because now? I am the girl who always seek on your mind.. Who wants you to love me too, and you made me believe that you do... A-and now... You wan't to go back, b-because you r-realize.. Y-you don't want to lie to your-s-self a-anymore.. Is that why? B-but Z-zayn... K-kuya... Z-zayn.. It's a-all o-kay.. , E-everything is o-okay.. B-but.. C-can y-you do me a favor?... Can we p-please p-pretend you don't lie to me t-that day.. when you told me y-you love me?.. Like.. It never happened... Like y-you didn't say those words.. so I could... I could.. P-pretend too, that I don't felt loved that day.. and I could pretend that I don't love you too, that I don't feel bro-broken r-right now.. P-please? "

I cried, my heart feels heavy.. My hands are trembling.. My eyes are wet and everything is just.. " No.. " He whispered. " I can't do your favor Mari... " I look up at him, he can't do what? " Wh-what? " I cried again.. Everything is broking me right now !

" I can't do it because, I don't want to lie to myself anymore.. Just like you said.. Because the truth is.. I want you, I need you and I love you. What you saw earlier is me, trying to tell Aleonna that I have moved on, that Our kiss doesn't feel like what it is before. Because I have someone else now. Everything has changed, but it change good. Because I finally could be with you. And I don't wanna go back to when , I am PRETENDING THAT I DON'T FELL INLOVE WITH MY BESTFRIEND'S DAUGHTER BECAUSE I DO. And I don't want to hurt you anymore. And now, right now.. I will never let you go. You'll be my girlfriend even if you say No. I will make you do , because we are mean't for each other even if you think NO. Because that's just what I want it to be .. So please Mari, forgive me. I wan't you to be my girlfriend.. "

Shocked, I don't know what to say. My mind is shouting 'Lier' but his eyes saying the truth. And he is telling the truth. Mari.. would you believe in him now? After what you just saw?! He broke your feelings again ! And he could do it too again ! But screw me, I am not perfect.. I know this is wrong , But I just love him and I do want to be his girlfriend and I know this event might happen again and he could hurt me again. But that's what loves all about right? This is love. And maybe all we have to do is do it.. do what our heart says. And right now, my heart says...

" Yes " I whispered, wiping my tears as Zayn help me stand up again. " W-what? Y-yes what? " He look shock too. " I want to be your girlfriend Zayn.. " And I smiled, then he pull me close kissing me. You're weak Mari ! You're givin' in to him ! But thats not being weak, thats called being strong.. to follow my heart and not be a coward to back up. I'm strong for believing that this might work out and we could be together until the end.

" So.. Your my girlfriend now? Right? " He ask, as we stopped kissing. And I nod my head. Mouthing " Thank you " I look at his eyes as he do the same with mine. We're happy again, and we're more closer than before. We're more.. we're more.. close. Like as if becoming One. " Don't leave me Zayn " I say, I know promises are mean't to be broken but .. " I will never do " He replied. Then we hug each other. As we heard the door bell rang and someone shout.

" We're hoome !!! " 

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