gho(st)²ories (yan/obsessive chrollo x reader)

Act 9, Chapter 6

Chrollos lips are soft and warm, melting perfectly against yours.

He is careful with his kiss, gentle and measured.

The first moment his lips land on yours you consider pulling away, unsure if this is the right thing to do.

But when his warm lips move against yours you realize that barely anything, if anything at all, was ever done right for Chrollo.

Killed in his own house, lover lost and having to keep existing until the end of time is not right.

It's also not right that you shoved that burning feeling in your chest away for a while now, that you thought ignoring your longing for him would solve the issue you made up in your head.

All your worries and senses practically evaporate into thin air when you let Chrollo hold and kiss you.

When he pulls back only your senses return.

His cheeks are reddened, just like yours, but you bet you look more flustered than he does.

Chrollo always seems composed, completely in control of his feelings.

You envy him for it sometimes.

You're like an open book, acting on your emotions and being compulsive a lot of times.

He is nothing like that.

He is unreadable, hard to decipher if at all, and everything he does is done with a thought behind it.

You're about to wonder what the thought behind kissing you might be when he begins speaking.

"I hope I didn't cross a line.." he say's, now pulled back a little more.

His hands are still holding you, his warm touch burning through your clothes onto your skin where the warm feeling almost tingles.

You feel like your knees are going to give with the way he looks at you.

You recognize that look on his face, an expression he gave you fleeting sometimes but you were never really able to tell what it was.

Now, you guess, it's affection.

"Oh..no..uhm.." you stutter, your head still high up in the clouds as you start to awkwardly speak without thinking about it.

It's strange what he can do to you.

You collect yourself as best as you can before you try again.

"No you didn't, don't worry about it." you say slowly and a smile forms on Chrollo's lips that seems even more inviting that usual.

"I'm glad about that." he reply's and you don't even notice that you're leaning in again until he does so as well.

Your lips meet once again.

The kiss is shorter, more demanding, but still as beautiful as the first.

When Chrollo breaks the kiss once more your lips suddenly feel cold without his on them.

You're craving another kiss, you crave his lips on yours and it feels like withdrawal that they aren't there.

But you know that you have to stop, at least for now because you know for sure that if Chrollo feeds into this recent addiction of his lips you won't be able to stop.

That you'll only crave it more and more.

You feel lightheaded, dizzy almost, and that feeling is so forgein to you that you're not sure if you can connect it to the kiss.

Chrollo's hand is still cupping your cheek when he begins to speak, you lean into the touch.

"You don't know how long I've waited for this..." he whispered and his thumb gently rubs the corner of where your top and bottom lip meet.