Pure Love

Chapter 36 Second Thoughts

Stacey POV

After our night of passion the next morning I layed in bed watching Mark sleep. But I can't help but wonder if I have done the right thing leaving my husband and spilting up our family.

I love Mark but I can't help but wonder if this is all to good to be true. Do I really know Mark?  As I thought I knew my husband and look what happened there.

I was about to climb out of bed when I felt Mark's arm pull me back into bed and towards him. In that moment I felt safe and totally secure and I didn't care about not really knowing Mark what I do know is that he loves me and my son.

I removed his hand and get out of bed I go into the next bedroom to check on Max who is still fast asleep so I decide to go downstairs and make a start on breakfast.

On my way downstairs I went into the bedroom and grabbed my laptop. I need to check my emails and skype the architect and see how my office was coming along.

After about half an hour Mark came downstairs with Max in his arms and put him in his play pen that I ordered a few days ago.

He walkes over to me and puts his arms around my waist and kisses me which I deepened.

Before I knew it Mark had me up against the kicthen counter frighting for breath and with very soaked panties.

I couldn't help think back to John's and I first date and the way he had me soaking my panties and scream his name.

I pushed Mark away and tried to shake the thought of John and I out of my head but I couldn't so I tried think about how much he hurt me but still when I closed my eyes all I could see was John.

I don't know why this is happening I really love Mark and John is my past we are getting divorced thats what I had to continue to tell myself as I finished off breakfast.

I turned around to see Mark standing over Max's play pen and playing with him. It brought a tear to my eyes and a smile to my face here I am with a man that totally adores me and my son and I know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me and I am thinking about the man who repeatedly cheated on me and lied to me again and again what is wrong with me?.

I finished breakfast and plated up.

As we sat around the table in silence I couldn't help but stare at Mark and smile

" Whats wrong baby why you looking at me like that?

" Nothing just thinking"

" About?"

" Us and the fact that in a few weeks we will be living together in our own house. But I can't help but think maybe we are moving to fast?"

" Stacey don't you love me?"

" Yes I do Mark you know I do but I just have to be certain that this is what you really want?"

" Stacey are you forgetting I asked you to marry me. I should be the one asking and doubting if this is what you want not you asking me but to answer your question yes this is what I want your what I want you and Max is all that I want"

I leaned over the table and kissed him " I love you and yes"

" Yes to what Stacey?"

" Yes this is what I want and yes I will marry you"

Mark looked at me right there and then a tear escaped his water filled eyes and he grabbed me and kissed me with so much passion.

" Lets hurry up and finish breakfast so we can go and buy you a ring you don't know how happy you have made me I love you Stacey and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you and Max and hopefully one day children of our own".

I ran upstairs to have my shower.

After about an hour and half Max Mark and I was in the car heading to the mall to buy my ring. I decided to text the girl's  to see if they where doing to be in town this weekend and if they could meet for lunch. Ten minutes later my phone beeps I have messages from all my girls inculding Maxine saying " We are there where and when?"

I texted back "TBC"

We continued enjoying our drive to the mall. When we arrived we went straight to the jewellery shop to buy my engagement ring. I pick an 18crt white gold diamond ring which had two small diamonds and one large diamond.

After ring shopping Mark treated me to a new dress and shoes to wear for lunch with the girls. He even brought Max and himself a new outfit to.

Shopping was so much fun but now I was so tired and hungry that all I wanted was my bed and Chinese.

So on the way home Mark brought us Chinese and three bottles of champagne as we where celebrating.

Back at the house Mark and I put Max to bed after a day of shopping and went downstairs and settled in to have our romantic celebrations.

After a bottle and a half of champagne Mark carried me up to bed.

I was in no fit state to undress myself so Mark undressed me as he did I could feel his manhood throbbing and begging to be let out to play. I slide my hand in his jeans and he grasped as I rubbed hand over his weeping tip. Mark places his hands on my hips and place kisses down my neck. I couldn't help but moan his name and push his head down towards my now hard nipples.

Before long I was lying on my back at the edge of the bed with my legs in the air spread apart as Mark slammed into me repeatedly with his big and hard erection.

After what felt like hours and millions of orgasms later I layed next to Mark totally covered in sweat but I could bearly keep my eyes open so I went into the bathroom and had a quick wash and went straight back to bed.

The next few days flew by and Mark and I had been going back and forth from the office to new house.

I forgot how tiring it is setting up a home as well as a business and now with a one year old to I feel like a zombie.

I even had to call John to ask him to send Angie here to help us out with Max as I am running out of time before we have to return home to the UK.

Today is the day I have lunch with the girls and I am nervous I don't know why but I guess telling them about my engagement when my divorce hasn't yet been finalized is abit scary especially after how I acted the first time Mark asked me at my surprise birthday party. But I am sure they will be happy for me wont they?.

I drove Mark's car to the Restaurant which I let them choose. I pulled up outside and handed the parking attendant my keys and walked inside where I was greeted by the hostess who showed me to our table where the girls was waiting I sat down and I ordered a glass of white wine while I had a look at the menu.

We all was chatting and catching up when the sun light hit ring and it sparkled and the next thing I know Maxine started screaming.

" OMG girl is that what I think it is?"

" Well I was about to tell you guys but I guess I don't have to yes Maxine its an engagement ring Mark and I are getting married and I have another surprise we brought a house and I am moving to New York"

Everyone started screaming and clapping to say they were happy and excited was an under statement now seeing their happiness and excitment I don't know why I was so scared to tell them in the first place.

After lunch I took the girls to our new house and to my new office. Then we went shopping and totally maxed out our credit cards we brought dresses, shoes,bags you name it.

I said bye to the girl's  and drove home. When I checked my phone I had sixteen miss calls and ten text messages from Mark asking where I am. I put the phone on speaker and call him

" Hey babe sorry I missed your call I am on my way back now I ended up spending the whole day with the girls and we ended up at the mall I'll be home in ten love you"

When I reached home Angie had left and gone back to the hotel and Max was asleep in bed and my darling Mark had cooked me dinner he had even ran me a bath.

After my bath I came downstairs and we sat at the table to have dinner.

Then we went up to bed where I recieved a night of hot loving.