The Life Of Avia Grace

Love Somebody

It has been about a week and half since the big fight with my parents. I haven't said a word to them since them and I don't plan on it either. They hurt me so deeply that they deserve to feel the way I feel. I still can't believe that they would do that to me. This weekend was Celebrity Night Fight and it just so happened to fall on Mama's birthday. The only gift I was going to get her was the gift of me being her child, but we all know that's not allowed. I really didn't want to get her anything but I knew have to. I hated being mad at my parents for this long but they needed to know how badly they hurt me. My plan was to get something that could be something from both me and Shelby. I decided to get her a locket with a picture of Daddy one side and a picture of Shelby and I on the other side, i had to order it online and it didn't come on time, so no have to figure out how and when I'm going to give it to her. We have to leave right after my parent-teacher conferences on Thursday even though the event is not until Saturday night. I really didn't want to go but my parents were forcing me too. I was excited to my Brandon, Kelly , Savannah, Seth , and River. My cousin Calamity and Melissa Peterman. Monday morning is the last time i'll see Mama, Daddy and Shelby for about 2 and a half weeks because. They going to LA for a week, Mama is going to be on a episode of The Voice Then they are going to Nashville for a couple of days, which I am very annoyed about but theres nothing I can do about it. Then the are going to NYC for Album release and then back to LA to film The Talk. even though I'm still really mad at my parents, but I was sick of fighting with them. It was emotionally draining on me and my parents. It was early Thursday morning and I felt a weight on my chest. I opened my eyes to see a little chubby little boy on me.

"Good morning Shelbydoo ." I said rubbing his back. He tried to lift his head but his neck muscles weren't strong enough yet. I sat up and and held him up by putting my hands under his arm pits.

"Hi Chubs how was your night?" I asked him and kissed his cheek. He smiled as big as he could and tried to flap his arms around, I smiled at him. He is the only reason why I smile at all anymore

"I love you." I kissed his chubby little cheek, he is the cutest little thing. The only difference in him and River is that he has Mama's red hair. They both beautiful, chubby, brown eyed little Blackstocks. I got up and proped him up on one of my pillows. I got dressed for the day and picked him again. He is just a happy baby, he was just smiling and staring. I walked into the kitchen and put him in the little counter top bouncer chair we have on the island, I hopped up on the island and waited for Mama to come back into the room. When she walked over to Shelbs, I lighty tap her shoulder. She looked at me and I opened my arms up for a hug. she looked at me with tears in her eyes, she was still really hormonal and will be for a while. I just nodded my head. She wrapped her arms around my waist and I hug her neck. Event hug i was still really mad and hurt by what my parents did. I really missed Mamas hugs

"I'm so sorry." I said choked up. She hugged me tighter

"Shh Shh baby you have nothin to be sorry for. If anything I should be apologizing to you." She said rubbing my back. I pulled away enough from her enough so I could look at her but my arms were still around her neck. I was wanting an apology, She looked me dead in the eyes and said

"You have no idea how sorry we are about what we did to you. We both know that you are going to be going to college in a year and half and it scares us half to death. We know that you are ready for it and you deserve it, but were not ready. You have turned into this amazing, beautiful, smart, talented, strong, and incredible young lady that couldn't make your daddy and me more proud." She said and I a smiled

"I just want to tighten the reins just enough to where you can never leave me." She said jokingly but meant every word of it

"Mama the tighter the reins, the harder I'm gonna pull. Im not horse, you pull the reins and they hault. Un like colbolt, you pull the reins hard and he rears up and sits on you." I giggled