A Better World With You

Chapter 32

The place can be considered in the midst of silence and yet, at the same time, it is not. The sound of an air conditioner inside my bed room is all I can hear and right now, I have nothing else to do but having my eyes staring at the ceiling once again for a long time. Maybe next time I will be designing my ceiling filled with stars just like any other child would wish to. I've got nothing else to do, but here I am, still awake at the time of 2:00 in the morning. Thinking what will happen later.

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From the moment I opened my instagram, a post of his is the first thing I saw. A sudden smile appeared on my face when I saw once again my most favorite smile of his. He should smile like this more often. He really looks innocent with it and kind of look like a cute child. I don't care if he can't see other person with that kind of smile, as long as it is a good sight to see.

Upon staring at it for a long time, that picture of his makes me want to squish his cheeks and damn, I don't even know why I am thinking this man to think that I should be sleeping at this hour. Tomorrow is still a school day and I don't want to be sleepless, but Justine, my whole system can't calm down. I miss him even though he is just gone for only one week. At this time, I kept on rethinking and rethinking what will I do if I see him.

Should I say hi? What if he just ignore me? And yeah, it could also be risky since his stalkers and obsessed fans will be watching our interaction.

Should I just text him and welcome him home tomorrow? That can be a good idea and probably, nobody will notice our interaction.

I could be described as desperate if I go to his address so, no, I will not be greeting him early morning is his house.

These questions, they are very repetitive inside my mind and I can't get it off my head.

He's so frustrating.

I am frustrating.

Everything is frustrating.

So frustrating that even I can't stop myself from pulling my hair and rolling like mad crazy lad in the bed. After that action, I took deep breath and stare again at my bed room's ceilings.

"Is it really weird that I am experiencing this for the first time?" I quietly said to myself while curling my hair with my finger.

I find it funny how many times he made me so sleepless. He really has his effect on me or perhaps, he always have this effect to other women. He knows how he can take a grasp of a woman he want to be with. I think he's really telling the truth that no one can't resist his charms.

"Do I really like you or am I only infatuated?" I thought I have already validate and confirm my feelings, but I guess not.

Should there be something I need to do?

*

"Kylie..." I called her name as soon as I saw her and she seemed a bit sleepless like me just by looking at her eye bags, but I still don't get why she still has this massive energy while not building up one.

"Oh hi, George! Good morning." Masiglang pagbati niya sa akin at napahikab na ako sa harapan niya dahilan kung bakit ito napatawa.

"Inaantok ka pa ah. Madami ba kayong gawain talaga?" Tanong niya sa akin at kahit siya ay napahikab na rin kaya kahit ako ay napatawa.