cw / sexual content; tw / panic attack
the first time that san and wooyoung tried, they didn't get very far at all. wooyoung had a small panic spell the second san's hands got closer to his lower half, san deciding that they would stop there for the night.
the next couple of times, they got a little further, wooyoung moaning at the feeling of san's hands on him and begging him to keep going, but san didn't want to go much further, he wanted to work up to it so he knew that wooyoung would feel good about it. jumping right in would break his promise of a perfect first time together.
this time around, san had asked wooyoung how he felt about being the one doing the touching... or maybe sucking. eagerly, wooyoung said he was ready, but san warned him again that he needed to tell him immediately if something didn't feel right. especially because san *apparently* liked hair pulling and some... other stuff.
san would walk him through it, like always, but this time, wooyoung was a little bit nervous. what if he wasn't good enough? what if san didn't like it?
these thoughts stayed prominent in the younger's mind the entire morning, all the way up to when san and wooyoung headed back to the older's room.
in an instant, their hands were all over each other, their kisses eager yet filled with immense love for one another. san gently laid wooyoung back on the bed, crawling to straddle him as he started to take the boy's pants off. he was quick with his motions, wooyoung trying to get both of their shirts off while san worked on their pants.
to wooyoung, the moments after they experimented together and had their fun were the best, the two being naked and laying closer than ever. but he also loved the feeling of san's hands being all over him.
wooyoung moaned softly when he felt san's lube covered fingers enter his hole, grabbing the boy's shoulders for support.
"s-san..." he stuttered, his eyes rolling back as the boy worked him open.
"you like that, baby?" san whispered, nibbling lightly at the boy's ear.
"y-yes... oh my god, san... k-keep going."
wooyoung was squirming in pleasure sooner than san expected, the boy gripping his shoulders and begging for more.
"mm... m-more, oh god... s-sannie, i'm gonna c-cum..."
"cum for me, baby," san whispered, kissing at the boy's neck.
it wasn't long before wooyoung felt that familiar heat pooling in his abdomen, the warmth growing unbearable. thick ropes of cum covered his stomach and san's own, the older working him through his climax. san pressed a loving kiss to the boy's lips as he slowed to a stop, slowly removing his fingers and holding the boy's hips.
"you're so beautiful," san muttered, leaving hickeys along the boy's collarbone.
"sannie," wooyoung breathed out. "let me do it... s-show me how..."
san nodded, massaging the boy's hips for a minute before sitting the two up.
"are you sure?" san asked gently.
"i am... i-i want to."
"okay... let's clean you up first though, yeah? i want to make sure you're comfortable in case anything happens, y'know?"
"okay..."
san reached over wooyoung's body and grabbed a couple of tissues, wiping the boys up hastily before he went and put on his robe, making his way to the bathroom to get a warm cloth.
he returned and lovingly cleaned his partner first, then wiping himself off before putting the cloth aside and pressing a soft kiss to the boy's lips.
"ready?"
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Fanfiction"i didn't think i'd ever feel safe again..." "do you feel safe now?" "choi san... you make me feel safer than i ever have in my life." - in which wooyoung has recently gotten out of an abusive relationship and struggles with finding the feeling of s...
